Wednesday, June 16, 2004
my libido is in limbo. a friend told me he wasn't going to have sex anymore without having a date first. the boy is far better at getting laid on the internet. i'm under the impression it can be more then one a day every day. he dosen't go to bathhouses and i'm sure if i could get it delivered properly everyday neither would i. now he's fed up and wants a boyfriend. over the last few weeks i've heard how he's told a couple of his regulars 'adieu' because he now expects a commitment. thinking to myself 'regulars are no longer regulars after commitment'. not mentioning this to him.
yesterday he comes to me and says he thinks he needs to see a therapist. in the back of my head i've always thought i should go to sex addicts annoymous but realized even further in the back of head that this would just be about networking. as soon as he brought up therapist i knew where the conversation was going. he knew i knew and went directly into 'if i had something else to do during the day'. i've not been very supportive of his concerns and after each conversation we have i feel awkward. i've gone through the same thing myself. i remember giving up on casual sex. i guess now i just find it suits me. well that's not necessarily true.
all of this boils down to my libido and the fact that i haven't had the company of another man in over a week.
if you can get your hands on the paper faces mix of laura by the scissor sisters do. i want to say i've killed the original mix for myself but acutally it's the city hi-fi rockers mix that i consider the original. such a geek.
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