Thursday, July 01, 2004
tcka tcka i check out the possibilties for internet sex last night and the guy who wants to blindfold me and pimp my ass out is online. score. the sun and the moon are in the right place, i'm going to get fucked silly. i have my reservations but i guess i'd rather have regrets then 'what ifs'.
he gives me a choice of going to the tubs, outside, or his place and i say the tubs would probably be the easiest. he had previously mentioned an 'obedience test' which could involve showing up at his place bottomless (set up so it would be safe). if it's set up to be safe what's the point. i'm upfront with him and tell him i will fail any qualifing test that involves public nudity.
i tell him i'll need about 20 minutes to 'freshen up' and don't wait for a response but jump to it. i come back and he's sent me a message asking if what i'm into bareback or safe, breeding, eating cum, advise. advise? i've told him prior to this date that i'm into condoms (oh ya baby wrap it up) but figure maybe he's forgotten, fine.
messages go back and forth but i'm ready to go. i send him a message asking if it's going to happen and he replies that i needed 20 minutes to get ready. i'm ready now. geez. tells me he's also working the phone line. i was turned off the idea because it was taking too long, i asked him why the phone line if we were heading to the bathhouse. an appetizer was his reply and i was back in.
time goes by. i say 'let's get this show on the road'. more questions start. fack. i tell him i'm about ready to head to the bathhouse on my own. he asks which one and i tell him. then he asks if he can bring his blindfold and hood. i'm absolutely floored. this is his kink right, i understand the whole concept and have told him i'm right into it. now he's asking if he can bring his blindfold and hood? this is the guy that is going to procur "constant sex" for me.
i'm pissed at myself for wasting so much time with him. in his earlier cut and paste reply to me he mentions 'you supply the chems' which had sort of irked me. here i am fulfilling his fantasy of having a blindfolded bottom to pimp out and i supply the chems. not that i want or need any but he's bringing them up. my rule is if you bring them up in the conversation it's because you have them and want to share. now all this time wasted just because i want some one to procur my tops for me, while i'm blindfolded? i could have blindfolded myself and got more sex.
as it turns out i got enough sex on my own and kept my eyes closed on my own accord.
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