Sunday, July 18, 2004
tried GHB for the first time last night. which narrows down the drugs i haven't tried. have wanted to try it ever since i heard of it (as it would seem is the case with any drug and me). the cautions of overdosing were warned to me by supplier. i need no warnings but i paid heed. was warned that it tasted awful but i didn't find it such. salty. wanted to know that i wouldn't be alone when i did it but i'm not going out cruising with someone else (well that's another story isn't it) and supplier almost held back. was told it would take 20 minutes and to wait at least an hour before doing anymore.
took it just as i was leaving the house to head over to the theatre. was quite a delicious effect. sort of like being drunk but without all the piss. i of course want to try more right away but fortunately some hunk with a moustache right out of the seventies pulls his dick out. i go at it with a vengance. in a slightly public area but with 3 walls so we're able to keep to ourselves and still put on a show. not that i'm an exhibitionist, because i'm not at all but at the same time i don't mind people watching if that's what they remain doing. i like to watch and understand someone has to let me watch, if you catch what i'm saying. i was tempted to pull out a condom and slap it on but the oppurtunity didn't arise. he came and i moved on. i checked out the audience first, not a one with even their hands on their cocks. i can't suck on what i can't see.
hadn't actually been an hour but i felt it had peaked and i was ready for more. took some more and off for more cock. found one through a glory hole that was sweet. not too big not too small and actually had my fingers on the condom when someone became overly touchy with me. moved on. cock from glory hole came out to find me and i decided i wouldn't want him in my ass.
at this point i think i was moving very very slowly through the enviroment. decided to lock up my possesions. found a practically full pack of cigerattes and was totally jazzed. fooled around a bit with a guy i've seen there a couple times. not at all attractive to me but an attractive individual to the rest of the world i assume. it was lackluster which does go to prove i should follow my instincts.
noticed an asian guy i've seen there a couple times playing with himself. he normally does but is very discreet about it. last night he was alot more showy and would give it that little extra when i walked by. finessed him to a glory hole and went to town. really nice cock. uncut, thick and just the slightest bit longer then average. i sucked him for quite awhile and then lead him to a cubicle. some mutual sucking and alot of groping from him. i cover him up and he seems to get longer and harder as i roll it on. my ass smiles.
unfortunately the motion isn't great. i could certainly make myself cum if i had wanted but at that point i started to think the internet was still a possibilty. ended up pulling him out. jerking him off and faking my own orgasm. hell it was dark he wasn't going to know. got home and cruised for a bit but ended up having a nice sleep.
i'm still sitting on a cumshot.
6:53 PM
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