Thursday, August 05, 2004
went park cruising last night. i've always enjoyed cruising outdoors but have never been very sucessful at it. many moons ago i first learned of the concept from a group of friends who were quite derisive about it. we went in a group a couple of times, not to cruise but to gawk at those who were. later, i went on my own. i ended up meeting a charming man named chad. as i recall i found him very attractive but at the time i had a boyfriend and told him so. he offered me money but i refused, from that you've got to know i was young. even at a young age i was prone to giving into persistence, though we didn't do much at all. some kissing and he asked if he could put his dick between my legs to which i obliged. now i don't even remember if he came but i assume he must have. afterwards he gave me $20 and i accepted. making me also think i was a prostitute.
after that i spent much time in cruising parks but never sucessfully. it wasn't until 2 years ago that i actually cruised parks for sex and got it. usually i was just happy to be out of doors and in a 'gay' enviroment. last night i partook in no gay sex but was able to watch some which can be just as good. a little off the beaten path i came upon two guys in the middle of fucking. neither of them very attractive to me but then at the same time not unattractive. the top noticed me but didn't stop, i took that as an okay to continue watching. they continued on for some time, i lost interest. nothing else appealed to me and i walked home considering it all good exercise.
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