Friday, October 08, 2004
gay sex, yes but perhaps not so base. as you may recall last time i was here i met someone and we fell in 'love'. we kept in constant contact via the internet until this may when he was supposed to be coming to toronto. the day before he left was the last i heard from him. at the time i was very hurt and also worried as i had no clue what was happening. before coming down here i had the option of contacting him and telling him i was coming but i chose not to.
instead i kept my eye out for him every night i went out. many a time i thought i saw him but it was never him. well, on wednesday i decided to send him an email. also when i went out on wednesday i started asking staff at the bars if they knew him. everyone said no which i found a little suspicous as he seemed to know everyone, being a drug dealer helps that i suppose. i'd had enough of the bar wednesday night when i told my travelling companion i was ready to go, we were at paco paco's and he was trying to get me to go to ny/pv when someone tapped me on the shoulder.
i looked over and he asked what my name was. i instantly knew who it was and turned to 'gigi' to say 'he's here'. turned around again to look at him and he asked me what my name was again to which i replied you know what my name is and turned around again. he looked very different, has grown a goatee and lost what seemed like a lot of weight. he tapped me again and then pointed to the seat next to him. i pointed at him and said you come all the way to see me and then don't show and you want me to move over to you. bah. of course i did.
right away he said let's go upstairs where it's quieter. pointed out that i've put on weight since he last saw me and i said it looks like i've found the weight you lost. asked me if i wanted coca and i said no. we talked some more and then he asked if i wanted exctasy. i agreed to it if he was going to do it, so we both did. at this point i went back downstairs to say i thought i'd be here much longer.
went back to the rooftop, we kissed, we talked, we held hands. it started to rain but it felt nice. eventually he asked if i wanted to come with him and of course i did. we walked down stairs and everything seemed to be vibrating, tasty e! we took a cab, and i of course payed little attention to where we were going. we got to a locked courtyard, walked down some stairs and came to a little room with a bed in it. a window with only iron bars and a musty smell. i looked around and he said 'you think this is where i live, it is not, i just stay here sometimes'.
so was it gay sex that followed or did we make love. i'd say love. his hair has grown very long and i just loved stroking it. curling my fingers through it, and he kept trying to put his hat back on. we did a little coca here. i think we were both just happy. he asked if i like the exctasy and i said i was happy just to be with him. he asked me to fuck him and i did. afterwards, 7am in the morning, he said my friend would be worried about me and i left. we made a date to meet at 7pm in a park.
such a nice date we had...
6:52 PM
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