Friday, October 29, 2004
porn. porn is always there for me, i can always count on it. oh my poor old VHS collection, once i saw DVD porn there was no looking back for me. with the player i'm using currently i can set up loops and don't think i don't. just got a tasty new burner and the programs with an ability to edit the video. i'm imagining hours of porn that i've edited out all the parts i fast forward through normally. which of course will also edit the amount of time i spend masturbating, won't it?
and then the attatchments i get to these fine gentleman performing for me. zak spears could lock me up in his basement, only bring me out for special occasions and my life would be complete. i swear watching his fisting videos is half of my drive to get fisted, i'll need to be ready for him.
the stalker in me gets out in regards to porn stars. i need to know their names, mind you i am content with stage names. it's just if i like someone in porn i want to be on a first name basis. anonymous gay porn sex (straight gay porn sex, you know those hot straight boys fucking chicks on video just biding there time till they get at my ass) makes me feel cheap.
which brings me to antonio. he's the young man in the second row. for years now i've jerked off to this photo shoot. i've named him antonio because i can't have it be anonymous. so i came across him today (geez, no, not literally) and fell in love again. i've changed my fantasy a little too, zak and i will lock him up in the basement and i'll get to sleep with the master.
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