Thursday, October 14, 2004
the truth is i've been avoiding my blog because i haven't been avoiding gay sex. it came to me last night at the bathhouse 4am, i don't need to hide my activities from blogger. besides, carlos and i both know we're not not having sex. we are both sluts. and hey, as a general rule, i don't talk to the people i have sex with. and furthermore, what we have isn't gay sex, i count it as love. (everybody say awwwww)
so out with it then fat bastard. i got back on sunday and sucked two guys off that night at the theatre! played with a few others. the first guy came back for more and he had such a rock hard cock i wanted to bring him home and have him fuck my ass like he fucked my face. i hadn't done my homework and wasn't prepared for fucking. i had just gone for a walk, honestly, and wasn't planning to drop in to the theater. though i stopped at a bar and the cocktail hit me. next i knew i was paying my admission fee.
on monday instead of fucking the pain away i did the old jerk the pain off. i'm not the only one! it certainly is the best way i've found to cope. or perhaps the cheapest ;)
steven came over tuesday and it was weird. sex was what i've come to expect (a good ass pounding) but i didn't want to kiss him anymore. i think he picked up on this. he called yesterday but i had an easy opt out.
ps coming soon - a picture of my tanline. i just need to figure out how to decrease the size (again). size queens.
last night i went to the bathhouse. nothing out of the ordinary. i got another bottom to top. i always think i should get a notch for that but then carlos has a whole lot of notches from me.
1:25 PM
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