Saturday, August 28, 2004 over a year now of wildgeek: gay sex blog, watch for the movie coming to a sleazy theater near you. i went out dancing with steven last night. paying for it today with quite a hangover but it had a good time. fortunately a dancer was at the bar and danced with steven for a couple songs so i didn't have to. a relief to me as well to see him dance, i subscribe to the view that if you like the way someone dances you'll like them in bed and i was worried that maybe it didn't work in reverse. it did. came home for some more crazy ass fucking. fucked the piss right out of me, literally. for the first time in what seems like forever (ok a couple weeks) i had poppers too. an all around lovely evening. he stayed the night. left a toothbrush here! borrowed cash from me! aargh. 9:33 PM (1) comments

Thursday, August 26, 2004 years ago, if you had asked me what i thought gay sex was i would have said cock sucking and ass fucking period. go back a few more years and i would have left out the ass fucking too. fortunately my tastes broadened. fisting however was always to out there. what would the point be of having a fist up your ass, i thought. then that fateful day at a bathhouse circa new york city boy - pet shop boys. on the chalk board was a room number and a litany of sex acts. i had already seen the gentleman in the room and found him attractive. the first thing written on the board was fucking with two arrows to indicate versatile. fisting was listed too. i so wanted to fist his ass but didn't have the courage to go to him. so the mountain came to me. he was a big boy 6'3 and a huge cock that he fucked me senseless with. all the time i wondered about fisting his ass. somehow we ended up with my foot on and about his ass. eventually i did fist him. a relationship ensued to this day. i haven't played with him recently but was chatting on line with him. mentioned the fact that i'd like to try getting fisted. he was surprised i hadn't already! even said what i had thought, his hands are too big for me. enter steven. mentioned liking the double penetration in videos and i volunteered that i was intrigued by fisting. he expressed an interest but i told him he would have to cut his nails (so disgusting by the way) but he said he liked making a clicking noise with them. fine. pops by yesterday unannounced. as soon as we're alone he shows me has hands and says 'what do you think?'. nails clipped. then he tells me he thinks if i can take his fist i'll be able to take 2 dicks at once too. trouble. 10:48 AM (1) comments

Monday, August 23, 2004 yesterday was a lazy day from the get go. planned on cooking a meal and nothing else. bought some wine and a beer. the end of the day comes around i've finished the whole bottle of wine. right, i'm not a total lush, the wine was spread out over the course of the day. when i ran out of wine i polished off the beer. there had been no plans for gay sex but after the beer i thought 'whynot?' and headed out. my intent was to walk to a crusiy park but then the theater is only steps from home. almost turned back just before paying the entrance fee. once inside i noticed a few guys follow me around but none of them interested me. there was a group grope going on but from what i could tell only one of the group held any interest for me. later, on second inspection he held no interest for me. noticed a hot guy sitting in one of the more conspicous places. an open area where i have been known to kneel down before guys stroking their meat and truth be told i've been sucked in the same area. this guy didn't have his dick out and his hands were firmly rested on the armchairs. still, i noted he was hot. was about to call it quits when i spyed with my little eye something that was tasty. i've seen him there once before that i can think of, a busier night when i didn't get a chance to actively pursue him. tall, dark haired, beard, glasses and well dressed, yes please. not only did i notice him, he noticed me. we connected in one of the dark areas that was empty. the obligatory cock pull and he was on his knees sucking on my cock. while he was down there i heard him pulling his cock out. he stood up and i noticed we were getting our first audience member. sucked on his cock while he undid his shirt. pulls me up to him and we start making out. delicious. i must have tasted very boozy as he didn't at all. a thick body, a hairy chest, a long cock and him whispering that he wanted to eat my hairy ass. by now we were in the middle of a group thing. he pulls me to one side and we are left alone by the horde that continues on without us. i noticed hot guy from the chair was a part of the scene but am instantly distracted by a beard on my ass. really just some tentative explorations into my ass. he comes up for air and announces he wants to fuck my ass, kisses me and heads back to my ass. hot guy is next to me now, watching and playing with himself. bearded guy starts sucking my cock and fingering my ass. hot guy puts his hand on my back and i instantly go for his hard cock. his hand goes for my ass to find the other guy already there. they both start playing with my ass and hot guy's dick is hard as a rock. i have visions of taking both of them at the same time. they both had nice cocks and likely the right size for a double fucking. then bearded guy excuses himself from the scene, and i'm a little crushed. i was really looking forward to having him inside of me. fuck it. i pull out a condom and wrap up the hot guy. position myself on a chair on my knees and get ready for a pounding. this time the audience is watching and not playing amongst themselves. someone probably thinks i'm getting fucked bareback but i know. i cum almost right away, i mean, i'm getting what i want, why wait? he cums quickly after me. i walk home a little slippy. 2:23 PM (1) comments

Sunday, August 22, 2004 friday night steven comes over after my shift. the roommate was in the process of going out. a window of oppurtunity was going to open. before it could happen steven and i had to spend some time together not having sex. i had music playing, but steven wanted to listen to his crap. started playing crap online and looking up the lyrics so he could sing along. aaargh. at one point i decided i was going to ask him to leave. then the roommate left. steven said he was hungry. i whipped a little snack. in the process i was getting manhandled, maybe i didn't have to ask him to leave. when he was done he asked me to sit on his knee. he couldn't keep his hands off of me. everywhere. we moved to the bed and he sucked on my cock. i'm sure he has before but this time he went to town. i went for his cock but he made sure he still had my dick in his mouth. he manouvered me around till he was jerking his dick off on my ass and sucking my cock. i excused myself at this point, hadn't had a chance to do my 'homework' before he got there. we started out with me sitting on his dick. as soon as i seemed comfortable with him inside of me he started to change position and said 'on your back'. practically a command. now it's known i like a fast drilling and steven can pound like the best of them but this time he came unhinged. he was fucking me fine and dandy, it actually felt as if it was two cocks fucking me with his bend, when i reached around and grabbed his ass. this is when he became a beast unleashed. it felt as if he had ripped my ass in two. delicious. tried it doggy style for a bit but i couldn't reach his ass in that position and he never really took off so i said 'on my back again' for a little more power fucking. rolled me over and had me ride him. i came. a groan from the bowels ripped out of me and cum just kept leaking out. quite a bit but i was hoping for a big shooter. then steven pulled out and shot one on to his face. the noise he let out also put me to shame. immediatley he announced it was a record. after clean up he asked me to go out dancing with him. bah. i told him i was going to bed and he told me the third time he asked me out to dance would be the last time. 9:57 AM (3) comments

Thursday, August 19, 2004 went over to the theater in the hopes of a little cock sucking action. sure, i got my cock sucked, but i tell you i was hoodwinked into it. i'm sitting in an open area, the place is empty, a guy walks by i hadn't noticed. he wanders over to the entrance to one of the dark areas and pulls on his cock at me. right, so, it's not busy and i want to suck some cock. i follow. it seems me even touching his dick is a big production. fine. he drops down fairly quickly and starts sucking on my cock. nicely. i've got 501's on and he expertly pulls my balls out of the opening. tugs on them, not something i necessarily enjoy, so many are too rough. then he starts sucking on my balls and i squirm a bit. he stands up and if i didn't smell the booze before (and i did) there's no escaping it now as he trys to pull me in for a kiss. sometimes that boozy smell really turns me on. sometimes even kissing turns me on. tonight they both made me bolt. i didn't hang around much longer after that. tipsy approached me a few times. someone else who always grabs at me when i see him there made the obligatory grab again this evening. how many times need you be shrugged off before it's understood? earlier in the evening i took some little people to see a movie. oddly enough they were only a few years younger then steven. was able to coerce them into seeing alien vs. predator as opposed to getting steven into anything but the princess diaries. i've got to say i enjoyed the film. while i was at the film steven stopped by the apartment to find i wasn't here. behaviour i should do my best to discourge anyway. it's just sometimes he stops by with that big dick of his and i do get fucked senseless. 2:55 AM (1) comments

Monday, August 16, 2004 julie did not pull one out of the bag. not that the princess diaries was bad, just that it wasn't good. furthermore, my date turned out to be a talker during the movie. explaining to me what was going on. joy. we held hands during the film as well. how sweet. afterwards he wanted to go out dancing and so i got no gay sex. then we met up again on saturday after my shift. went out to eat. again he wanted to go out but first he wanted a nap. the nap turned into staying over for the night and without any booty. at one point while he was napping i was talking to a previous trick online. he suggested bringing him over for a threesom and i took it as a serious invitation. thought i would finally get me some double penatration but when i mentioned that he said he wasn't serious. woke up sunday morning and decided i had an agenda for sunday and got steven out of the house. left our next get together in the air. 2 dates with no gay sex makes duncan heterosexual. 6:39 PM (2) comments

Friday, August 13, 2004 ah the sweet taste of sucess. replaced my hard drive and began the reinstalltion process sucessfully. haven't got all the old programs back on, i get distracted with other internet tomfoolery. oh right, steven dropped by unannounced yesterday as well. came by about an hour and a half before my shift was to start. time i'm sure i would have spent working on the computer. instead the reward of quickie gay sex for a job half done. tonight is our date. oh and i was able to figure out what movie it was without to much hassle. the princess diaries 2. his choice. julie andrews is really going to have pull one out of the bag. 12:20 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 my tasty sweet hard drive seems to be dead. woke up to the blue screen of death. formatted the bitch and she wouldn't go all the way. nasty nasty. my limited understanding is she's pooched and i have to get a new one. got a date with steven on friday, for get this, a movie. unfortunately, i didn't catch the title of what film we're going to see because of his accent. i asked twice, and that seems to me to be limit to how many times you can say 'pardon me'. however, i'm supposed to be checking the schedule of the film and cross reference to my work schedule friday. ooops. i'm just hoping whatever the film is is playing at the theater i like and at an acceptable time. 11:07 PM (0) comments

Monday, August 09, 2004 practically a sex less weekend. went out earlier then usual on saturday night. yes to the theater. hey chief why not? not investing the proper energy on my part. one guy i was interested in ran off when i changed my footing. another seemed in love with his poppers and i wasn't entirely enthralled with his cock. he begged off claiming it was the poppers and not me. i thought to myself 'it's not you it's your cock'. i spy a guy i think could be the russian who busted up my lip. i quickly decide it's not, he's not at all attractive but for some reason i pursue him. it seems he's only interested in watching others do the nasty. great place for it. i spy a spry totally gray haired guy. he looks at me as if interested but keeps backing out at the last minute. in frustration i left. went and visted the family yesterday and today. absolutely no gay sex available. except for me. 8:00 PM (0) comments

Friday, August 06, 2004 my gentleman caller from the bathhouse, steven, came over yesterday. we had an email conversation wherein i learned he was going to a gym not a block from me, so we set up a date for after his workout. he showed up early and i was unprepared. in fact, he came early because he wanted to take me to the gym as his guest. i declined which he found upsetting. i've gone this long in my life without ever stepping foot in a gym (except for high school) and i wasn't about to change that yesterday. said he would be an hour. well over an hour later he shows up at my door with another guy in tow. hot. unfortunately, the roommate was home, what's going to happen with him sleeping in the other room. turns out steven wasn't even sure if this fellow was gay. kept pulling me in a different room to tell me things about this guy, while leaving him alone. it made me very uncomfortable to leave a guest alone to talk about him in another room. steven didn't seem to understand this concept. the guy made up an excuse to leave and did. steven escorted him out. a debate began as to whether he was gay or not. as far as i'm concerned, if he's coming back with a guy from the gym to a friend's place he was gay. i've left out the fact that they were apparently cruising/stroking in the shower. steven still thought he could be straight. was describing his large cock and smooth body to me when i pointed out that his arms were hairless as well, that he likely waxes. that seemed to seal the deal. steven and i go to a bathhouse. i get a sling room but have to wait for it to be cleaned. while we wait steven begins asking questions about the swing, i tell him it's a sling not a swing. we get into the room and he makes nervous laughter at the sling. particularly the straps where i propose to have my ankles. we start out on the bed. i am able to very comfortably sit on his lap and get fucked (while looking at the sling). a few position changes and i set myself up in the sling. he helps put my feet into the straps that earlier he mocked. i just love getting fucked in a sling. so easy. perhaps just for me though, as steven is 6'2 it seemed he had to bend a bit. i looked to see if there was a way to adjust the height of the sling but with a dick in my ass i didn't look to hard. a mirror above and a mirror to the right. i'm not much of an ass man but i do love looking at an ass plowing into me. his blackness looks so hot pounding into me. i cum. i suggest a shower with the possibility of beginning again. we get back to the room and i want to have a cigarette but he asks me to smoke it outside of the room. fair enough. in the process of leaving he tells me he feels like being nasty and someone ends up coming in the room. here's a chance for nasty so i put out the cigerette. i don't find the new guy attractive at all. starts out by sucking both of our dicks, concentrating on mine. i wonder to myself what he's thinking when steven has such a lovely cock. steven sucks on his cock while he sucks on mine. some stale poppers are offered. thanks. steven stands up on the bed and the guy sucks on his cock. then he asks me to chew on his nipples, i take a step back. steven is not hard, i'm not interested and mr. stale poppers asks for a time out. before leaving he asks steven how big his dick is and he replies 9" but i wonder about that. apparently so does the other guy cause he says he thinks it bigger. steven says he's just guessing. when we are alone again steven is full of the giggles. girls. says the guy had a thick dick but not long. i say i didn't find him attractive wherein steven proceeds to discuss his dick. then out of the blue he asks how many guys i've been with. i tell him the truth, i don't have a clue. i ask him how many he's been with and he says 7. tells me about the 7 guys and i say 'well now it is 8' to which he laughs. i learn a few things i didn't know about him. he just came out in september. he has a driver's license from nigeria. dammit when i saw the license i was trying to find out how old he is but he was trying to show me a security feature on it and i didn't notice his birthdate on it. he either lives with his girlfriend or his godfather, i'm leaning towards godfather, it's just difficult to understand with his accent. he also gets upset when i ask for clarifaction on what he's saying 'don't you speak english?' so i figure further down the road i'll figure out which one it is. we play in the sling again. he tells me how beautiful my eyes are while he fucks me senseless. heaven. we make a date for next week and a movie. a movie! 10:48 AM (0) comments

Thursday, August 05, 2004 went park cruising last night. i've always enjoyed cruising outdoors but have never been very sucessful at it. many moons ago i first learned of the concept from a group of friends who were quite derisive about it. we went in a group a couple of times, not to cruise but to gawk at those who were. later, i went on my own. i ended up meeting a charming man named chad. as i recall i found him very attractive but at the time i had a boyfriend and told him so. he offered me money but i refused, from that you've got to know i was young. even at a young age i was prone to giving into persistence, though we didn't do much at all. some kissing and he asked if he could put his dick between my legs to which i obliged. now i don't even remember if he came but i assume he must have. afterwards he gave me $20 and i accepted. making me also think i was a prostitute. after that i spent much time in cruising parks but never sucessfully. it wasn't until 2 years ago that i actually cruised parks for sex and got it. usually i was just happy to be out of doors and in a 'gay' enviroment. last night i partook in no gay sex but was able to watch some which can be just as good. a little off the beaten path i came upon two guys in the middle of fucking. neither of them very attractive to me but then at the same time not unattractive. the top noticed me but didn't stop, i took that as an okay to continue watching. they continued on for some time, i lost interest. nothing else appealed to me and i walked home considering it all good exercise. 9:19 AM (0) comments

Tuesday, August 03, 2004 i have very limited spanish in me, guapo, tonto & caliente being the only words i seem to remember and of course pinto. here however is some spanish i would like in me: spanish rate a rod very nice. 2:06 PM (4) comments

went out last night in search of gay sex. a little man to man action. i could easily have gone to a bathhouse but oh no off to the theater yet again. got to watch lots of gay sex but partook of very little. a little (and i do mean little) mutual masturbation with a short guy with a hat on. short guy plus hat to me equaled bald guy with big dick. so wrong. oddly enough, he lost interest in me. lol. sucked a couple cocks but nothing interesting. came home and didn't even have enough in me to cruise the internet. 2:05 AM (1) comments