Saturday, October 30, 2004 gay sex or porn, tonight i would pick the porn, it's guaranteed right. however, with the roommate making an appearance i'm going to have to force myself to go out. still i've been browsing the online porn situation, just not abusing my self. i've said it before and i'll say it again, this guy needs to be doing gay porn. or at least do some solo stuff for me would you? i've got a couple dvds with him in it but they are gang bangs and i can't figure out which name applies to him. i'll content myself watching him fuck chicks and if he wants to do it with some big dicked buddy all the better right? and if we're talking straight male porn stars let's not forget julian rios. if you can get your hands on fly bi night he gets his cock sucked by a guy. unfortunately, not me. it's a toss up tonight between the bathhouse or the theater. why can't it be both? either way hopefully i get a nice big cock like this one in my ass. 10:55 PM (0) comments

Friday, October 29, 2004 porn. porn is always there for me, i can always count on it. oh my poor old VHS collection, once i saw DVD porn there was no looking back for me. with the player i'm using currently i can set up loops and don't think i don't. just got a tasty new burner and the programs with an ability to edit the video. i'm imagining hours of porn that i've edited out all the parts i fast forward through normally. which of course will also edit the amount of time i spend masturbating, won't it? and then the attatchments i get to these fine gentleman performing for me. zak spears could lock me up in his basement, only bring me out for special occasions and my life would be complete. i swear watching his fisting videos is half of my drive to get fisted, i'll need to be ready for him. the stalker in me gets out in regards to porn stars. i need to know their names, mind you i am content with stage names. it's just if i like someone in porn i want to be on a first name basis. anonymous gay porn sex (straight gay porn sex, you know those hot straight boys fucking chicks on video just biding there time till they get at my ass) makes me feel cheap. which brings me to antonio. he's the young man in the second row. for years now i've jerked off to this photo shoot. i've named him antonio because i can't have it be anonymous. so i came across him today (geez, no, not literally) and fell in love again. i've changed my fantasy a little too, zak and i will lock him up in the basement and i'll get to sleep with the master. 1:00 PM (0) comments

Thursday, October 28, 2004 tuesday was void of gay sex but i made up for it yesterday. headed to the bathhouse mid-afternoon with scotch in hand. instantly i snared myself a younger bear. unfortunately not much of a brute. i liked his cock, not big, but it had a unique shape, was uncut and i was horny. cock sucking went back and forth with me doing the majority. he brushed against my sweet spot a couple times but only long enough to get me excited. it had worked into him laying down. his dick needed to be twice the size to pull the whole 'lie back and do me' routine. at this point i thought it was best to just cut my losses and move on to the next one. i said to him 'i need a break' and apparently he was prepared for this, came back with 'well then lie down here next to me'. ah ha. i tell him i didn't come here to lie down and then i get the 'what did you come here for?' which i think loosely translates as 'what are you into?', nothing turns me off more. well, that and 'what's your name?' which he had already done. i abruptly stood up and said 'i'm going to shower off now' (and get clean for the next guy). this does the trick. back in my room and a beau hunk walks by wearing his towel on his shoulder. it all happened so quickly i wasn't 100% sure but it seemed he had a massive cock, like an arm. he walked by again, and indeed he did have a massive cock and a huge porn body but his head on top seemed out of place, like one of those dried apples. as if they had cut a slit at his neck and inserted a sillicon body inside. he was circling in for the kill and i was losing interest. i honestly wondered if i would be able to take his dick but at the same time my deductive skills were working over time. his dick was huge, engorged and tied off but it wasn't hard, would it get hard enough to put a condom on and stay hard enough to work into my ass, i decided no and moved myself on. played in the steam room with a guy who had fucked me poorly before, nice cock though but very quickly after i started sucking on his dick, while sitting, he tried to suck my dick. it was an awkward position, i didn't want my dick sucked and i remembered he was a piss poor fucker. moved on. got to my room and another guy was making his way in to the room and pissy there was ready to come into. i stopped the whole process not wanting to tell pissy he couldn't come in. that's when i find out it's a packaged deal anyway, tell me their room number and if i change my mind. bla bla bla. i end up sucking a guy off and leaving. had enough time to grab a snack and head off to wednesday night bridge. where everyone was obessed with seeing the eclipse of the full moon. too cloudy. i excuse myself early and plan to be back at the bathhouse. first up one of these so ugly your attractive boys with tattoos supplied. mutual cock sucking and then he begins eating my ass. real nice like too. says something a couple times and i'll can work out is fuck. i hope he's saying he wants to fuck me but as we are in his room i notice no condoms. to clarify the situation i climb up on top of his cock. i figure if i get the pokey pokey i'll take him back to my room, condom, lube and poppers are there. we get the rubby pokey going and just as i'm about to say 'let's go to my room' he says 'i'm cumming'. it was quite hot albeit disappointing. he shot a load all over my balls. on my way back from the shower i noticed he dressed and ready to leave. i nab myself an attractive little asian guy with glasses. i'm hard just thinking about fucking his small frame. unfortunately every time i go for his ass he has butt cheeks clenched up, which technically should only turn me on more. i didn't feel up to the challenge and wasn't that impressed with his head. with that over i note that my ass worshipper is in the house. at first i avoid him but then welcome him into the fold. as soon as the door is shut on my room i assume the bent over, legs crossed position so he can eat his way to my heart. smoothly it works into his fucking my ass. sometimes (i can't believe i'll say this) he licks at my ass for too long. he dosen't seem hard hard as he's fucking me. back to licking me. again with the not so hard. he apologizes and asks if i want a break, i do not. i get my dildo, ben to be precise. i've always thought him and dildos would be great fun. wasn't. i imagined he'd be right into it and had visions of ramming it into me with his face, dammit any part of his body but no. he just sort of sat there and played with it very little. though he did say 'you love your ass' and i wanted to say 'i thought you loved my ass too'. got off, went home and noticed the moon on the walk. 1:39 PM (1) comments

Tuesday, October 26, 2004 used the 'get free gay sex' pass yesterday afternoon. a little busier then i expected but the that is why i go in the afternoon, you just never know who has the hornies. right away an older gentleman made for me though i still wanted to do complete survey. set up shop in the room and he walked by with a hard-on under his towel. sometimes that towel add a couple inches and i wasn't sure whether i was really interested. he walked by again, showed him my dick and he came in. as soon as the door was shut i was totally naked, he approached me and i thought to myself if he goes to suck my cock this is over before it begins. instead he started playing with my hole. i took off his towel and started playing with his cock. very nice. 7 or 8 inches, uncut and oh so thick. he asked if i had poppers and i had to think whether i had brought any. dammit, i hadn't and he said 'that's too bad'. then he asked if i liked to get fucked and i reached for a condom. wrapped him up and had him in me in less then 30 seconds. ouch it was big and anyone within 10 feet heard that it was big. which began the 'are you okay?'. if i'm not okay i'm going to tell you to stop, right? otherwise please just keep plowing away. once i felt i had everything working right i got into the missionary position. he worked up quite a sweat and now was switching from the 'are you okay' to 'are you close?'. indeed i was but i have to start from scratch when you ask that. he slipped out of me and i said i needed a break. it was a great cock but the motion wasn't as rapido as like. fiddled around with a couple cocks. noticed a taller gentleman with glasses. ummmm. noticed me as well but at the time he was playing with a smaller asian guy that did nothing for me. went to my room and shortly thereafter he appeared alone. nice. another tasty cock too. his head was thicker then the rest of his dick and my ass twitched thinking of it banging me. he was hard when he came in and i sucked on him only briefly before trying to wrap him up. i couldn't get the condom over his head and unfortunately had to have him wrap it up himself. right away he had the motion. pounding my ass from behind like crazy. quickly i spun myself into the missionary position then he whispered to me 'let me show you a secret'. i get a little freaked, what kind of secret. apparently the secret was him on his tippy toes pounding it into me while i'm on my back. i came quickly and plentifully. after i came he slowed down, i let him fuck me for awhile longer but going slow like that was not going to win him points. i was ready to eat! joy of joys i got home to find an email from carlos apologizing for his call the other night. steven called to invite me to his birthday party next week as well. 11:35 AM (1) comments

Monday, October 25, 2004 gay sex and what is happening between carlos and yours truly are two different things. furthermore, i consider calling someone at 6am a guerilla tactic. the first time the phone rang i didn't wake up in time to answer it but i got to the phone and the phone said 'new call' instead of telling me the number, this is was usually happens when carlos calls. first thing he says to me 'fuck you'. nice. 'what are you doing?' and i'm still trying to wake up and say espanol 'no puedo despertar'. then he says 'who are you sleeping with' to which i can honestly reply no one. note: when i was there we both upfront about our 'casual' outlook on gay sex. 'fuck you' again. then he starts to tell me how much he loves me and how much he misses me. not in a good way and i don't repeat these things to him. then he tells me 'i hope you can find someone who makes you happy' to which i say 'your my man'. honestly, he's younger then me and calls me 'boy' what else can i say? 'this is the last time i will call you, it's better to say good-bye, this is impossible'. a back and forth begins and i notice he is repeating some lines verbatim. i call him on it, my little head was awake, and ask him if he's reading from his journal to me, as he's told me a number of times he keeps a journal. not once did i mention my blog though, how do you say blog espanol? a number of times the line went dead but he called back. still he would listen to nothing i had to say. i've offered to send him the money to come to me but he says 'do you know how many people say that' and i ask him how many. we have both cried openly, him somewhere on a street in puerto vallarta. the conversation comes to end and not at all to my liking. i have not heard from him since. today i bought a calling card and am going to call him at work even though i have many reservations about that. i checked out my options today for going down there, i can't afford any of them, so just let me say one more time, god bless my travel agent or i'd never have been anywhere in the world. fuck. 1:04 AM (4) comments

Sunday, October 24, 2004 friday night i get the itch and head to the theater. voodoo tells me i'm going to get some big cock. i get three different big cocks and not a one fucks my ass, one cock twice! that one was attatched to a sexy grrrr bear guy, make me your bitch was all i could think. making me your bitch entails fucking my ass solid though. i've watched a lot of straight porn the 'bitches' always take it up the ass. the first cock was a fat bastard. longer then average but thick enough to be used as a bat. i stood apart from this guy when all of a sudden i heard his zipper come undone, as far as i'm concerned that's the bell ringing dinner is served. i sucked him fine and wondered if i was going to squeal taking it up my ass. a crowd formed and he stopped the proceedings but motioned for me to follow him. i follow but he seems to be leading to another public area, walking past potential secluded spots, i aborted. which lead me to a nasty cock. he had it out of his pants, wasn't wearing a shirt but had a leather jacket on when i walked by he pointed that thing at me and i went back and sucked on it for a bit. long enough for the first guy to hap upon us. the guy started muttering something well i was sucking him off but i couldn't make out what he was saying. turned me off. dammit if your going to talk dirty do it man. then the beautiful cock. i actually had seen the guy all night and was intrigued but couldn't get him at all interested. someone else was sucking on his cock and i aggresively worked my way in. after sucking on it expertly and allowing him to fuck my throat a bit i walked away. i'd had enough cock sucking i wanted some ass fucking. i caroused through the place and found nothing. noticed beautiful cock had either followed me or just moved. approached and began to suck his soft cock into a hard on. i'm getting ready to just throw a condom on him and bounce myself off when he drops to his knees to suck the mutterer off who has approached. i go home. an hour after i fall asleep carlos calls to tell me he's saying 'good bye' and he's not going to call anymore. 3:36 PM (1) comments

Thursday, October 21, 2004 abused the free gay sex pass last night. walking into a bathhouse and not paying for it makes me feel like i'm on top of the world. however, last night there wasn't really much appealing to me. or, i saw something interesting once and then never again. everyone was matching up but alas none for duncan. got a toothy blowjob for about 20 seconds before i stopped. saw a really big cock but the rest of the person left to be desired. still, had he approached me with that thing i would have wrapped it up and turned my back to him. nasty. 4:27 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, October 20, 2004 sunday i tried to get some delivery but to no avail. went to the theater thinking perhaps the guy from last week with the sturdy cock would be there. my ass twitches now when i think about how hard it was. it seems to me though when i go out thinking 'oh it's bla di bla day so and so should be there' they never are. there was a customer from work who just doesn't seem to get i'm not interested cruising me again. this time i got caught off gaurd by him and he actually got to rub my dick through my pants for awhile. i had the attention of a couple at the time, thought we were going in for the kill when he swoops in. i was not ready for this contingency, i didn't want to appear prudish by just swatting him off me and i didn't want to walk away from him towards the couple as nothing would stop him from following me. in the end his stink drove me to just walk away and abort couple. next thing i know couple is leaving. i was sitting away from the action, enjoying a cigeratte, when a guy all in denim walks past me with his dick out and pulling on it. turns around and comes back, stops like a foot away from me. offers me poppers, i accept. another chap, very hot, observes now. i try to start playing with this guys dick but clearly he prefers his own hand. hot guy and i both start rubbing our cocks in our pants. me i'm not interested in the circle jerk and go back to my cigeratte. they leave. a couple more times cock puller approaches me but it's the same old thing. i notice an attractive shorter chap come in. in his 40's i assume but with a boyish look in his face, sort of dressed to compensate for the youthful look. does that make sense there? to me he looked like he's always try to dress to appear older then he looks. shut up and get to the gay sex bits. he follows me to a darker less travelled area, the site of most of my shows actually, and we get down to some cock rubbing. a few people walk by and take no notice. hottie from before haps upon us and stops. by this time my dick is out my pants and hottie, though standing apart from us, takes his out. first guy gets him next to me and starts sucking on him at some point hottie takes over pulling me off. then we're both getting sucked off by the first guy. very hot, and to boot i don't usually find that a turn on. it merged into hottie and me rubbing cocks, then he had me pushed up against the wall ramming his cock at me. when i went to suck on his cock is when i noticed it was just the two of us now. a thick piece and long enough to make me gag. the particular turn on for me though was the flatness along the top of cock, i don't know why this cranks me out, perhaps because i notice it so rarely but there it is. he sucks on me a bit and starts playing with my ass. he works cautiously towards my ass with his mouth. gets there, finds out i keep a clean machine and turns me around to dive right into my ass with his tongue. not a whisker on his face and feels like he's trying to eat his way inside of me. bliss. he gets up and before he can leave trying banging at my door without a condom i've slipped around to put his dick in my mouth while i get the accoutrements ready. it's now when i feel the sluttiest, dick in mouth with one hand going for the condom and the other for the lube. i get him wrapped and inside of me in record time. an audience begins to form and i want to tell them 'yes he's wearing a condom' but then i think perception is all part of the fun. fucks me good. i shoot a load while he's rammed right inside and just bouncing. i allow him to continue fucking me but at one point he pulls out and i'm not letting him back in. i jerked him off into my mouth and then spit it out. i'm dressed before him and as i'm walking away he says 'that was too hot'. 1:17 PM (3) comments

Sunday, October 17, 2004 was going to go out and whore for gay sex last night but i ended up passing out. carlos called me and we talked for awhile on the phone. did a quick survey of online possibilties, without the roommate it's easier to have sex delivered but didn't notice anything. thought i'd lay down for a light disco nap and set the alarm to make sure i got up. got up alright, but didn't have the energy in me to go out. went back to bed. 4:10 PM (1) comments

Saturday, October 16, 2004 file this under 'sucker'. the roommate has gone missing again! this after talking to me on sunday while i was in mexico, i come home sunday night to find a note from him saying he'd be back on wednesday. as well as saying how pathetic he was. after the last disappearance i put a lock on my closet door, in the rush to leave for mexico i forgot to lock it. in the note he says this meant a lot to him (thinks i left it open) but in the end he was weak, stole $20 dollars and the rest of my pot. this i could actually forgive. he also said that we would be hosting bridge on wednesday. which he didn't show up for. this i cannot pardon. you make a commitiment like that you can get to a phone or even an email to tell me your not going to make it. prior to me leaving i was assured rent would be forthcoming. 1/3 of it did come to me. at this point though his balance owing to me is over $3000 at a rough estimate. i had even expressed concerns about leaving, after every vacation something seems to happen when i return. two years ago i was fired from my job because my boss had an affair on her homophobic husband, one of his conditions for not leaving her was i had to go! last year i came home and left my partner of too many years. perhaps these aren't necessarily bad things that happened but at the time they seemed to be. i'm not sure what to make of this one. however, i'm taking over the bedroom. today i move all his stuff into a closet. he wants the bedroom back he can pay off what he owes. the living room (basically my old room) is now open to become a sex club. 11:26 AM (0) comments

Thursday, October 14, 2004 the truth is i've been avoiding my blog because i haven't been avoiding gay sex. it came to me last night at the bathhouse 4am, i don't need to hide my activities from blogger. besides, carlos and i both know we're not not having sex. we are both sluts. and hey, as a general rule, i don't talk to the people i have sex with. and furthermore, what we have isn't gay sex, i count it as love. (everybody say awwwww) so out with it then fat bastard. i got back on sunday and sucked two guys off that night at the theatre! played with a few others. the first guy came back for more and he had such a rock hard cock i wanted to bring him home and have him fuck my ass like he fucked my face. i hadn't done my homework and wasn't prepared for fucking. i had just gone for a walk, honestly, and wasn't planning to drop in to the theater. though i stopped at a bar and the cocktail hit me. next i knew i was paying my admission fee. on monday instead of fucking the pain away i did the old jerk the pain off. i'm not the only one! it certainly is the best way i've found to cope. or perhaps the cheapest ;) steven came over tuesday and it was weird. sex was what i've come to expect (a good ass pounding) but i didn't want to kiss him anymore. i think he picked up on this. he called yesterday but i had an easy opt out. ps coming soon - a picture of my tanline. i just need to figure out how to decrease the size (again). size queens. last night i went to the bathhouse. nothing out of the ordinary. i got another bottom to top. i always think i should get a notch for that but then carlos has a whole lot of notches from me. 1:25 PM (2) comments

Monday, October 11, 2004 i don't know what to say about saturday night. went to carlos at work and smiled watching him the whole time. when he was done we went to the ranch. he got me champagne (well) because earlier in the week i had said how much i liked it. also because i mentioned liking ketamine there was some of that too. it was saturday night and it seemed everyone was out. people i had met all week all in one place. knew i was being picked up at the hotel at 8:30am and so i just resolved myself to the fact that i would have no sleep. told carlos i wanted to be alone with him and we left at 4:30. back to the grotto of love. tears and kisses. all night he said 'i never want this night to end'. which was what i was thinking. at 7am i asked him to walk me to a taxi. i figured it would be easier for both of us if other people were around. i get choked up now thinking about it. 1:41 PM (1) comments

Saturday, October 09, 2004 so we made a date to meet in a park near the ranch at 7pm. being eager i was there at 6:45. what i'm assuming was a local homeless person came up and asked me for a cigeratte then sat down. showed me a fish he had caught that i smelled well before he showed me. talked god. ruben showed up right at 7pm. asked me what i wanted to do, i was just happy to be with him. he suggested we watch the sunset and took me to the rooftop of a hotel. lots of steps to get up there but it was quite a nice view of puerto vallarta and the bay. a little pool that he told me i could swim naked in and i was half tempted to. he mentioned seeing whales but he meant the other gentleman hanging around the pool. the sun was actually blocked by clouds but still very nice. the waiter made me some delicious tacos, no queso por favor. a couple from seattle that knew ruben joined us. they had just returned from oaxca. all in all a very nice time. we left there and went to a little restaurant cause i was quite hungry after the tacos. had chicken mole, got first class treatment, everyone knows ruben. from there we went to la noche for martinis and coca. my travelling companion was at antropology and i convinced ruben to come with me, he wanted to wait for me at la noche but we went for a quick drink. then to paco paco and the ranch. then to the grotto of love. not sure that i noticed all the crabs the night before but they seemed randy this night. click click click. i was trying to fall asleep there but couldn't, the crabs kept coming in. ruben laughed when i shook out my boots 'the crabs don't want your boots'. yesterday he was working so i sat in his bar and chatted with the people around me between stealing kisses. one gentleman turned out to not be so much of a gentleman, trying to get me back to his place. ruben had joked with him that maybe i would go and he took this as serious i guess. when i said i was enamored with ruben he said 'good luck'. and ruben introducing me to everyone as his boyfriend. when we were alone he kept calling me his boy, though i am 5 years older then he. tonight will be our last night. i leave early in the morning as well so i don't think it will be a long night. :( 5:22 PM (0) comments

Friday, October 08, 2004 gay sex, yes but perhaps not so base. as you may recall last time i was here i met someone and we fell in 'love'. we kept in constant contact via the internet until this may when he was supposed to be coming to toronto. the day before he left was the last i heard from him. at the time i was very hurt and also worried as i had no clue what was happening. before coming down here i had the option of contacting him and telling him i was coming but i chose not to. instead i kept my eye out for him every night i went out. many a time i thought i saw him but it was never him. well, on wednesday i decided to send him an email. also when i went out on wednesday i started asking staff at the bars if they knew him. everyone said no which i found a little suspicous as he seemed to know everyone, being a drug dealer helps that i suppose. i'd had enough of the bar wednesday night when i told my travelling companion i was ready to go, we were at paco paco's and he was trying to get me to go to ny/pv when someone tapped me on the shoulder. i looked over and he asked what my name was. i instantly knew who it was and turned to 'gigi' to say 'he's here'. turned around again to look at him and he asked me what my name was again to which i replied you know what my name is and turned around again. he looked very different, has grown a goatee and lost what seemed like a lot of weight. he tapped me again and then pointed to the seat next to him. i pointed at him and said you come all the way to see me and then don't show and you want me to move over to you. bah. of course i did. right away he said let's go upstairs where it's quieter. pointed out that i've put on weight since he last saw me and i said it looks like i've found the weight you lost. asked me if i wanted coca and i said no. we talked some more and then he asked if i wanted exctasy. i agreed to it if he was going to do it, so we both did. at this point i went back downstairs to say i thought i'd be here much longer. went back to the rooftop, we kissed, we talked, we held hands. it started to rain but it felt nice. eventually he asked if i wanted to come with him and of course i did. we walked down stairs and everything seemed to be vibrating, tasty e! we took a cab, and i of course payed little attention to where we were going. we got to a locked courtyard, walked down some stairs and came to a little room with a bed in it. a window with only iron bars and a musty smell. i looked around and he said 'you think this is where i live, it is not, i just stay here sometimes'. so was it gay sex that followed or did we make love. i'd say love. his hair has grown very long and i just loved stroking it. curling my fingers through it, and he kept trying to put his hat back on. we did a little coca here. i think we were both just happy. he asked if i like the exctasy and i said i was happy just to be with him. he asked me to fuck him and i did. afterwards, 7am in the morning, he said my friend would be worried about me and i left. we made a date to meet at 7pm in a park. such a nice date we had... 6:52 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, October 06, 2004 oh delicious mexico. went out again last night and only slightly busier then previous nights. it seems the busiest bar is the strip bar antropology, the last thing i need on vacation. the travelling companion loves it though and is enamoured with one dancer in particular. cute but not necessarily my type. did i mention the hotel seems to have a large number of homosexuals on the staff. have i also mentioned the difficulty i'm having with the keyboards here. i can't even figure out how to get a question mark up. so far the only way i've been able to sign in is to cut and paste the @ symbol. lol. anywho, yes, a number of young gays working at the hotel. today we played water polo with them, more it seemed to keep them amused. 7:20 PM (0) comments

Tuesday, October 05, 2004 stayed at the hotel for tanning purposes today. i love the blue chairs but i just can't get the colour i richly deserve there. besides after an afternoon of tanning i went out to the blue chairs for an afternoon cocktail. 2 for 1 margaritas and i don't think you could stuff another one in me. went out last night but it seemed we were the only ones. in fact we went to a new bar for us called NY PV i think, just up from paco paco's and were the only ones there. i'm quite surprised as i recall crowds during the week last time we were. still no sign of gay sex and furthermore no personal abuse since i arrived! 7:29 PM (0) comments

Monday, October 04, 2004 ola amigos from peurto vallarta! the weather is delicious, so very hot. the hotel leaves just a little to be desired, thank god it is all inclusive just order another drink and ignore. it has access to what is sure to be the crappiest stretch of beach here. hung around the pool yesterday and got the start of my colour. went out briefly last night to paco paco`s, balcones was closed. my travel companinon and i were both exhausted though and it wasn`t busy at all. we had gone to the ranch first and were the only customers. the two are now joined again, whereas when we were here last time they were two seperate bars. today the blue chairs. where i got great colour with the assistance of numerous cervezas. me, drinking cerveza, sounds so much better in spanish and perhaps even tastes better. no sex as of yet. 5:09 PM (0) comments

Saturday, October 02, 2004 i've been a good boy all week. except for that one excursion to the bathhouse. where, i was a really good boy! practically packed now for puerto vallarta as well i should be as i'm leaving directly after work. sun and fun here i come. interesting to note: since leaving steven's last saturday when i turned down sex i haven't heard from him. bah. 3:12 PM (0) comments