Wednesday, December 29, 2004 i try to keep my blog to gay sex but i know sometimes the rest of my world creeps in (numb - sia - paradise soul remix) and lately the rest of my world has been interferring with my sex life... boxing day night again you would find me at the theater. was getting hot and heavy with a guy sucking his cock and him fingering my hole. i was practically bucking on his finger. at one point he said 'i would fuck you so hard' to which i said 'but?' and his reply was i don't have the 'tools'. i said 'i do unless you need a screwdriver' which i thought was kinda funny but he didn't understand. anyway, what kind of bottom would i be without lube and condoms. we found ourselves a cubicle where he proceeded to fuck me but not necessarily what i would call 'so hard'. after taking it from behind for awhile i positioned myself on my back on a stool and against a wall. apparently this didn't work for him as he couldn't get back in. after that there was some mutual cocksucking with perfect strangers and eventually the walk home. that was my second night in a row with no cumshot! we all know how randy that makes duncan. monday afternoon i head off to the tubs. my thinking was it would be quite busy however it was not. a very hot guy fucked my mouth silly and another wisp of a man tried kissing and cuddling with me. i went for a shower and was ready to go home when i happed upon an italian looking stud. i walked past his room while he was standing in his door way, a hairy chest with a thin line leading down to his crotch, and he stepped back into his room as i passed. i went in. i disrobed and went for his cock. it grew hard and thick in my mouth, i'd say 8" and he probably says 9" online. he started grabbing my ass and immediately asked if i liked to get fucked. i probably whimpered on his dick as he reached for a condom. doggie style first and then i laid myself out on my back so i could run my fingers through his chest. when he put my feet on his chest i came. he kept going. he layed down and i rode him to another cumshot. i kept going. i think i had a third orgasm but did not produce a third cumshot. i wanted to handcuff myself to this one but had to leave at that point. which brings us to tuesday. after over half a year of bullshit i finally kicked out my roommate. for the last two weeks i've gotten nothing but the cold shoulder from him. this after giving me a total of $40 for december's rent. yet somehow he was able to bring booze (and plenty of it) into the house. i went out for a package of the evil sticks, when i returned home i snapped. i said 'how much longer do you think this will go on?' to which he replied he didn't know and then took a sip of his cocktail. i said 'i have to borrow money to pay the fucking rent but you can afford to buy booze? i want you out now'. he said 'ok' and then took his time. i said 'perhaps i didn't stress it enough, NOW'. so thinking perhaps he would pack his stuff up, maybe a change of clothes, some personal belongings, i had to laugh when he packed only a bottle of rum and a bottle of coke. later i called a mutual friend to inform him of what had transpired and the former roommate was there and not filling mutual friend in. i did. later i got a call and mutual friend had let him know that i had intended to send his clothes and such to him. however, that was when i was working under the locking him out scenario. now, i have attatched a price tag to everything. i really am a scrooge at heart it would seem. after pumping myself with booze and valium i headed to the bathhouse for my tuesday night debauchery but, that my friends, is another blog. 11:24 AM (2) comments

Sunday, December 26, 2004 gay sex on christmas. :) came back earlier from my parents and was at the theater on christmas night. i was pleasantly surprised to find it open. within five minutes someone had asked me if i wanted to get fucked. quickly moved on to fucking the shit out of a nelly little queen who kept asking me if i wanted to go back to his place. after that it was just some here and there cocksucking, nothing big. out again tonight to spread my own brand of christmas cheer. 9:23 PM (1) comments

Friday, December 24, 2004 cheese'n'greetings :) 9:15 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, December 22, 2004 being the sly bugger that i am i snuck out for a little man to man last night. tuesday nights are the new weekend. the first was this short, darker guy, maybe latin, maybe middle eastern with a mess of curly hair on top of his head. it made me think of carlos and i couldn't wait for the chance to run my fingers through his hair. we both took our towels off right as the door closed, made me smile. i had slipped a tasty cialis into my system before heading out and was hard as a rock. i got to feel his dick get hard in my hand. as soon as i made to put it in my mouth, he stopped me long enough to get into a position where he could suck on my cock as well. it was an added bonus when he started playing with my ass to boot. first just quick brushes that made me moan on his cock and eventually he was trying to ram his finger in. delicious. he came up to lie down next to me and we started kissing. if we've got to the kissing part i figure i can play with your hair too. and so i did with him. i swear he must have 10 pounds of hair on his head. so beautiful. i didn't notice until later that the hair on his chest, a small trinagle of it right in the middle, was also quite the bush. he asked me if i would like to fuck. he wrapped himself up and lubed both of us up. me with no lube on my hand? smart man. he got between my legs and inside of me expertly. he worked himself up into a dance while fucking me (sound familliar?) and at the point he grabbed the lube and was about to lube my dick up he came. when he pulled out and i saw the condom i was amazed at the size of his load. i immediately went to grab his dick in the hope that i could keep him hard for some more. he had me stopped before even reaching it and said it was too sensitive so i contented myself with staring at it for a bit. after he left i abused myself for a bit. it was while playing the scene out again and thinking to myself 'he danced while fucking me' that it came to me i have had sex with him before because i remembered the dancing scenario. i'll have to sift through the archives and find out when it was. never the less, it was a blast. later i was playing pinball in the lounge and he came in with a friend and they sat close to me. i checked out the friend, as it was clear he was checking me out and i even considered going over to ask him if his friend could fuck as nice as him. the next guy was east asian, maybe phillipino, such incredibly smooth skin, it made me jealous. me! he was hard all over. thick with muscles and a cock that i instantly wanted in my ass, fortunately his first question was 'do you like to get fucked?'. the second was 'do you have poppers?' and i didn't. still got my ass pounded good. it was a thick cock and with a decided angle off to the left. charming really. my third was a perhaps a cub. he wasn't quite beefy or hairy but both are in the cards for him in the near future. he was wearing one of those funny little jelly cock rings with the knobs on them. made me chuckle. we sucked on each other's cocks and he ate my ass to boot. i also think he thought the ass eating meant there was no need for a condom. there still was. :) he said 'nice' a lot. made me think of frenzy but he dosen't say 'nice' in that, 'lovely' maybe. after he also came he started playing with my ass and i rode him to my orgasm, which also elicted a 'nice'. 1:20 PM (1) comments

Wednesday, December 15, 2004 is it gay sex still if your partner refers to your manhole as a pussy? i downed back quite a few drinks at the party. watched three people try to pick up steven, to which he of course suggested threesome, to which i of course said no. i wasn't at all interested in banging nasties with any of them. i almost told him he could go with any of them if he wanted but assumed he knew that anyway. one of them gave steven some pot to which i laughed but also secretly made plans to smoke. unfortunately when i asked steven for it, knowing he dosen't smoke, he had returned it unbeknownest to me. fack. at first steven wasn't game at going to a bathhouse but then again at first he wasn't interested in having a cocktail. 2 is his limit! when he asked for a third i figured it was time to get out of there. what followed was a crazy ass pounding by steven at the bathhouse. i don't know if it was the booze, the different enviroment or the fact that we haven't done it in awhile, perhaps a combination of all of the above. i had poppers but had no plans to use them. when his dick started ripping my ass in two i decided to pull them out. it was an amazing fuck session! i had no thoughts of bringing a third into it and it seemed to me he didn't either. at one point, my legs in the air, steven pounding my ass mercilessly, he actually said 'oh baby' and then shortly after that 'i love your pussy'!!! then why oh why are you tearing it to shreds? my moans turned into more of sobs, he was actually hurting me but this calling my manhole a pussy turned me on. it seemed to have come from something very real inside of him. such a turn on. after he came he left to go to work. i hung out for maybe 20 minutes but was finding nothing to turn me on. wednesday morning 6am at the bathhouse a very odd time. and i'm still sitting on a cumshot. 11:17 PM (3) comments

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 gay sex is first and foremost on the agenda this evening. in my mind anyway. going to a late boozy christmas party and i've asked steven to come along. the plan is to get me drunk and then steven at a bathhouse. who knows what could happen from there but with us being obessed with double fucking... 11:45 PM (1) comments

Monday, December 13, 2004 steven has been calling me regularly for the last few days and i just avoided the calls. a distraction led me to answering the phone this morning and a meet up ensued. he needed pictures taken for something or another. bla bla bla. my first assumption was he wanted them for online cruising, and my belief was true. at the same time that i'm taking pictures for him though he's also trying to seduce me. all right, seduce is the wrong word for this particular instance. he was making it clear he'd like to do more then just show me the bulge in his pants. even so far as following me into the shower when i told him i needed to get ready to go out. sure i would have liked a little action but to me it seemed the effort of *cleaning* for it wasn't worth it. steven just wasn't diaphram worthy at that point. 5:53 PM (2) comments

when duncan has no sex he must be watching tv (or porn). twila not winning survivor was highway robbery. and for what she does with a curling iron on the reunion show, that girl really needs the cash. i'm hooked on lost. i had seen a bit of a few episodes, namely the first episode with bits of the crash the night i was leaving for puerto vallarta and then actually saw a whole episode. the last two that have played had me on the edge of my seat. so i've downloaded the whole series and began watching it from the beginning. i absolutley love it. matthew fox can't hurt either. 1:21 AM (2) comments

Thursday, December 09, 2004 no gay sex today or yesterday. sure today is not over but i think it's safe to say there won't be any. made a half hearted attempt at internet cruising today for the first time in what seems like a long time but internet porn won over me. i've said it before and i'll say it again: god bless the internet. 8:16 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, December 08, 2004 my free gay sex pass expires this month, so i'm going to abuse it as much as possible. last night i got to the bathhouse at 11pm, on a tuesday, the place was hopping! i got in and got ready (naked) and was about to a tour when the first customer of the evening presented himself. looked like a hot matt le blanc was wearing just jeans (which is usually reason for exclusion) and sporting some tattoos. asked me how i was and commented on how slow it was (!!!). he then asked if he could come in and after that if he could close the door. i lost my towel and went right for his dick. he pulled it out and it was already hard. 7" and uncut. right into my mouth while he starts grabbing at my ass. i got into a position where it would be easier for him to play with my ass and he stood me up and had me on the edge of the bed presenting for him. record time i swear! as he grabs a condom he asks if i have poppers and i do so... in record time he gets in there, overdoses on poppers and says 'sorry the poppers were too much for me'. i'm trying to play with his dick more as he hikes up his pants, it's only then that i realize he came. one down. a rinse and then a 6'6 black guy. crazy looking dick. sure it was big but on his frame it seemed like it should have been more. the head was flat and almost looked as if there were two heads, not explaining it properly but when he asked me what i was into i wanted to say 'your dick in my ass' but instead i said 'what are you looking for?'. it ended up being 69 until he got around to playing with my ass. i took that as a go ahead and wrapped him up. round on top of him until he also came, sort of quickly as well, no poppers that time though, just my sweet ass. third guy followed me from the showers. i've seen him at the tubs a number of time but always pegged him for a bottom, not sure why though. he's a big indian or pakistani guy, actually very attractive but like i said i figured him a bottom. as soon as the door was closed he was chewing on my ass nicely. sweet. the requisite attempt to get in without a condom followed. fucked me on my belly for awhile, then on the edge of the bed. we had a very nice rythym going until he came. three guys chewed through in no time. i took a breather after the shower. this guy i noticed since i got there approached me in the hall and asked how long i had been there. i said long enough to which he said 'i saw you earlier in your room but the lights were too low', too low for what? we went back to my room. taller then me this one was and thick. i don't know why but the 'thick' ones really crank me out. we had a little mutual cock sucking before he had me on my back, legs in the air and cock in my ass. the sweat poured off of him, literally i was drowning in it. he said 'let's try a different position' and i hoped i was going to get to ride him. as it turned out that was what he wanted but i couldn't seem to get him back into me. we did the doggy and he came. we kept kissing afterwards and i was playing with his beautiful long curly hair when he asked if i was versatile. i've said it before and i'll say it again, i am a ruthless nasty top. i don't care much and just plow away, and i'll warn you, the more you squeal the harder i'm going to give it to you. ended up pulling out and covering him in cum. followed by more hair play. he send something that was indecipherable to me about us being similar. i thought a number exchange was coming up but it didn't. i absolutely loved his hair. 1:45 PM (3) comments

Tuesday, December 07, 2004 nasty gay sex! sunday night i went to the theater, yet again. it was the slowest i have seen it in a long time but at the same time the few that were there i hadn't seen before. set myself up in front of my favourite glory hole and waited for customers. and waited. cruised around and got googled but nothing definite. so i went back to manning the glory hole. this very tall, big chested guy came to the hole and took out his dick. he was one of the ones who approached me on the rounds but i hadn't been interested. now with his big dick wagging at me i latched on. a delicious face fuck followed. he certainly liked trying to ram it all down my throat however it just wasn't possible. at times i also stuck my head right up against the hole and he would start whacking my face with his cock. he took his dick away from me, walked away and i was startled, bring it back to me. little did i know he was coming around to me. i immediately reached out for the cock in his pants when he reached for my ass and grabbed me like some kind of bowling ball. i didn't need to be told twice. took him to a stall and began undressing. he merely dropped his pants down a bit. i don't know why i find this to be such a turn-on, me totally naked and he totally clothed but i do. had some rubbing of his cock on my ass and even the attempt to stick it in my ass without a condom. i wrapped him up myself and then began the hardest attempt at getting a cock in my ass in ages. his height was the reason for this, up on my tippitoes trying to get a cock in my ass is not only not fun, it ain't easy. eventually he took control of the situation, rammed his dick in me and i howled in pain and jumped away. an apology from him and me being snapped right open now, backing up on him. still, i found it very difficult to get fucked properly. there seemed to be no give from him either. at one point i got my right leg high up on the wall next to me hoping to give me some sort of leverage or something and he pushed it back down. then he started asking me if i was ready to cum, to which i most certainly was not. we took a breather from fucking and i thought, 'let's get him into the stall with a bench'. thinking i could get both legs up in the air. he seemed a bit confused. but eventually followed me after doing up his pants, me i just picked up my clothes and walked there naked and lubed! hence nasty gay sex i guess. eventually i got him in my ass again and faked a cum shot so he would stop asking me. which abruptly brought an end to my ass getting fucked. dammit. when he jerked his load off onto my face i came for real. in fact i think i came quite a bit, a splatter load but still afterwards he says to me 'did you cum?'. as i was already lubed up and nasty i half waited for someone else to come along. guess i was just waiting for the glow to wear off for the walk home. 1:03 PM (6) comments

Saturday, December 04, 2004 the gay sex overdose certainly has repercussions but fortunately i don't mean a social disease this time. so after spending tuesday afternoon at the bathhouse i came home for a delightful early evening of online bridge. yes i know apparently the butch game is poker. bla bla bla. more cocksucking please. went to a different bathhouse then the day shift. wisely. got a tv room too (had brought ben along just in case). i chewed through quite a number of guys in a very short time span. the last one was a velvety smooth dark chocolate masterpiece of rub. my ass, i'm sure, started salivating. when he asked me if i liked to fuck everything was crushed. he didn't have any desire to fuck me, he was a horny bottom fuck pig, and that spot when i'm having sex. at least at that point it would seem. someone i've played with a 2 times walked by and into the room. first time i played with him was off the phone lines. lived only a block from me. sort of the epitome of duncan's classic look. 5'9, wiry, dark hair and a big dick. i tried to devour him whole right there on the spot but he ended up falling asleep. you heard me right, he fell asleep while i was having my way with him. mid-morning! not a very good reference for me unfortunately. bah. next time i played with him was at least a few years later and i fucked the shit out of him in his room in a bathhouse. i had walked by and he was playing with his ass and i had a hard on, seemed sensible at the time. he came in and shut the door immediately, and then his towel. proper bathhouse etiquette in check. we had a little cock pull and suck when he grabbed the lube. he announced he was a lube man and started stroking and sucking my dick. i hate the taste of lube and yet i found myself doing the same thing. at heart i too am a lube man, i hate the dry rub. worked his way to the point where i was knocking on his ass and i don't think he was going to make me put the rubber on. enjoyed fucking him and was relentless. at one point i put a condom on him and let him fuck me for a bit but i was right back to fucking his ass. he started moaning about wanting me to cum, which meant i fucked him twice as hard until he came. i then spent some quality time with the porn and ben. thinking i should have had the dildo out while i was fucking him, that would have been magnificent. fooled around with a couple other guys but no big dicks. went back to ben and got myself off. that was wednesday morning, today was the first time i've gotten horny since. it was coming across this that did it. all i want for christmas is the jammer! 10:12 AM (0) comments

Thursday, December 02, 2004 used the free gay sex pass on tuesday afternoon. quite a lot of bodies moving around but only a few that grabbed my attention. seemed to me i was saying "i'm ok" quite a bit and eventually i dozed off with my door open, a rarity i assure you. i was having a dream where someone was trying to fuck my ass when i woke up to a latin guy playing with my cock. i was startled but saw that he was one of the men i was interested in and didn't let on that he had caught me off gaurd, though he must have known. i sat up, shut the door and discarded my towel. he took off his towel and shoved his cock in my face. and a very nice cock it was, thick, uncut and hard. he layed down on the bed and without saying a word told me to fuck his face. which evolved into 69. i took a breather, and he sat up and asked me "do you like to fuck" and when he said fuck he made a fist and grabbed his forearm with his other hand at the same time. my breather turned into an ass pounding. he offered me poppers just before entering my ass. he was standing on the floor and giving it to me doggy style. i could have cum at any moment, had to continually stop playing with myself. he made his way up onto the bed and really pounded it into me. gently forcing my head down while he fucked me. i could have handled a little more aggression but if i moved he would take his hand off my head. i squirmed out from under him and got on my back but he stepped back towards the door at that point. he said "come to me" and i did but apparently not fast enough because he took off the condom. he said something which i didn't quite make out but it involved coming back, told me not to cum. went for a rinse and he was there too. like the eager beaver i am i went back to my room and patiently waited for him. and waited. it didn't much matter, the only other guy i found attractive was doing my neighbour. i eventually found him again, jerking off to porn with another guy who didn't attract me in the least but he had a big dick. figured i could get them both into my room and then try to get both of them into my ass. unfortunately only the unattractive one took the bait and i wasn't interested in him alone. decided to get out and try a different bathhouse later in the evening. 1:21 PM (0) comments