Saturday, April 02, 2005
gay sex - a slight return.
yesterday it was one week of mourning, i've had a bottle of champagne waiting in the fridge for when i was ready to celebrate carlos instead of all this moping. instead i procurred some g. fiddled with a bit of it (and myself) at home before going out. someone had told me it extends the life of coke when you use the two together, i was finding it did the same for poppers for me.
by the time i got to the theater i was quite loopy from the goopy. ran into the queeny little thing i've fucked before a number of times there and mentioned here. last night i realized i've never touched his dick before and yesterday was no exception, unless you count rubbing it through his pants. he reaks of hawaiian tropic which oddly enough excites me. yet again i fucked him nasty. oh to find someone who would fuck me the way i fuck him. i was even pretty rough on his throat, cradling his head with both my arms and just plowing it. when his moans started to sound more painful then pleasing i excused myself.
after that there was mix of cock sucking. i had a stalker as well, any chance he got there he was intruding in my scenes. a shorter gentleman approached and was quite forceful with my nipple, for some reason i took this as i could get fucked by this guy. indeed when i pushed him off my nipple his hand went right for my hole. i went right for his cock, which was very hard, not huge nor nothing but when they feel that hard i just don't care, poke the shit out of me man. it was at this point i lost it with my stalker, here i am sucking a perfectly nice cock, which i expect to get fucked by and stalker is in there like a dirty rag. i made a noise of exasperation and was almost going to let loose on him. i was ready to say 'what do i have to do to make it clear to you?' but couldn't humiliate him in front of others. the aggressor understood what was going on and sort of chuckled when i stood up from his cock. we sort of tugged at each other and i thought i was going to follow him or he me or something.
i end up in a cubicle expecting him but along comes this tall blonde thing. i'm ashamed to admit (hell no i'm not i'm proud to admit) when i saw the stylized d diesel logo on his shirt i got hot for him. not that he wasn't hot and such a tasty dick, slightly minty like toothpaste. i gobbled madly, it was a good size with a great big huge vein at the base of it. at some point i realized though he was hard he wasn't going to get hard enough to put a condom on and fuck me. around this time the poppers came out and the 'i want your dick in my ass'. his hole was not as accomodating as queenies and he sounded a bit girly while i fucked him. the smell of shit became quite strong and i excused myself. he kept asking me if i came and i kept saying no. the third time he asked why we were stopping and i wanted to say because your shit stinks but just left.
in the shower a gentleman scoped me out. i'm sure i've tried to get him before, he seemed familliar and to me just oodles of hot. i'm assuming he's middle eastern but he could also easily be indian. tall dark and foreign, what more do i need. he dosen't stick around. i'm like naked man, what more do you need? i note a short shorter guy and imagine he has a huge dick, end up in dark area with what i think is him and indeed it is a very nice cock. as thick as a coke can and rock solid. a desperately delightful foreskin that my tongue just loves. when it comes to the cock sucking reciprocation time he sucks my cock for about 30 seconds, then spins me around and eats his way to my heart. which turns into him jabbing that fat thing at my ass. i procur a condom and he moves us to an area with a chair. it's hard to put the coat on him but i manage and get his dick in my ass. if you've watched my little video from a couple days ago you know i can be pretty loud while getting my ass poked and this time was no exception. unfortunately an image of carlos also came to me at this point and tears started forming. he came. i was hoping he was going to frig me off but was clearly done, i saw him walk away into a shaft of light and noted that it was not who i thought it was.
in the shower again and this time tall, dark and middle eastern watches the whole thing. i put on quite the show, making sure he realizes my hole is an open invitation. when i towel off he steps in, so fucking hot. he has 'tightish' grey slacks on and a dress shirt and me with just a towel, if this ain't porn then what is. he plays with my dick and we kiss, and i have to pull myself up on him to accomplish it, i'm sure my hole is lubricating itself at this point. i feel his cock through his slacks and absolutely melt. he says 'let's go to a cubicle' and i follow him in my towel. nothing says slut quite like walking around in a towel. in the stall i hang the towel, he drops his drawers and opens his shirt. i literally attack him. he's just so freaking hot i want to marry him right then and there. a solid cock, thick (not as thick as the coke can though) and between 7 or 8 inches. we work around to his cock banging at my back door. he says we need a condom and i say yes. oh yes please. then he asks if i have one and i want to say 'fool, i came in here with only a towel and my keys, i'm stepping in someone else's cum and your asking me if i have a condom?' but instead say 'in my locker'. tell him i'll be right back but he dosen't let me leave, he starts jerking that cock like a madman and saying something about cumming. i try to cool him down but the man has a plan. fack. since i've already stepped in countless dna i rub my toesys in his.
after that shower i suck a few cocks. end up in a cubicle with the aggressive guy who can't keep his dick hard with a condom on it. sit down afterwards and i guess i dozed off in a delicious g haze. wake up to find some old guy molesting me. try to stop him but he dosen't get it so i get up and walk to a bathroom, he follows. as i'm rinsing my mouth out he apologizes for waking me up and i say it's not a problem, to which he thinks he can begin molesting me again. in a very bitter voice i say 'i'm okay right now' and walk away half done at the sink.
though i'm still high i'm also half asleep. a gentleman stops mid-conversation with his two friends and gawks at me when i walk past. i give him a chance to follow but he declines. later i decide to leave and see him stand up, a big boy and i wish i had been a bit more attentive. bah.
i go home and end up crying myself to sleep.
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