Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i've come to the conclusion i need me a boyfriend. or at least something a little different in terms of a fuck buddy. it used to be i said i didn't have any kinks, or my kink was your kink, i got off getting someone else off, especially those with quirky kinks. truly, the only thing i wanted was to get my ass fucked.
now, i guess as i get older, i've realized i do have some kinks. toys/dildos i'm considering this a kink albeit a mild one. my ever growing desire to be fisted, this is definetly a kink, nescafe? furthermore, these german piss porns i've been enjoying lately have made me accept yet another kink. no, i'm not necessarily into watersports (mind you i'm not 'out' of them either) though i have decided i have a definite quirk/kink now.
i want someone to fuck the piss out of me, literally. these porns have sort of loosened up my own acceptance of this. often when i've fucked myself, and hey when guys have fucked me as well, if i have anything in my bladder i have to stop and go to the bathroom. slowly, i've begun to realize i really like this sensation. even more i like that feeling of forcing piss out while i am getting fucked. for the most part this has only happened alone with a dildo. once i can think of steven fucking me so hard i peed.
usually when i go out i do so with an empty bladder. don't really want to have to say 'i need to stop to go to the bathroom'. it's not necessarily the sorta thing you just spring on someone either is it? either way, i don't think it be kosher to just meet someone and say 'fuck the piss out of me' or to not say anything at all, just waiting for the piss to come out.
hence my theory that i need a boyfriend. and honestly, can you come up with a better reason then needing a boyfriend then 'fucking the piss out of me'? if so please contact me. :)
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