Sunday, June 05, 2005
nasty nasty gay sex.
right, so he's a bit of a spitter but i'm sure that's been mentioned before. as far as spitting goes he's quite good at it, more of a spray then the horking gobs that come out of my mouth when he tells me to spit on him. i like it but at the same time i don't. my first instinct is to wipe it off, last night i think perhaps he picked up on this and was licking it off my face right after spitting on me. i guess i don't like the feel of it after it's sat there, i dunno.
friday night his hot piss in the tepid shower was 'hot', poor thing couldn't held the temperature i like for my showers or was planning in advance and knew if the shower was hot i wouldn't feel his piss. last night however, when he pissed on me while i was sitting on the toliet not as exciting. well yes, sure it was, especially when he told me to take some in my mouth and give it to him but in the back of my head i'm thinking of clean up. afterwards i told him it 'freaked' me out and he kept asking me what i meant. i told him i liked it, it wasn't that i didn't like it but somehow couldn't explain that the thought of cleaning it up took me out of the moment. he started mopping it up with toliet paper which turned me off to the idea even more. mental note: intense cleaning in the bathroom today.
in a roundabout way (oh how i love high school again) he asked me to be his boyfriend. i referred to it as 'seeing each other' but he kept saying boyfriend. sussed me out to and knew i felt 'love'. you will remember (regulars anyway) how i called him 'my new boyfriend' last year the first time i had sex with him. apparently, he dosen't remember the other times we've had sex! i'll have to go through the archives and see just how many times it was, i told him more then 3 times but it might have been 3 times. how does one know when one is in love?
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