Sunday, July 17, 2005
gay sex in small doses.
in frustration last night i went out to the theater. i'm not even sure if i was horny (of course i was) but i found myself trolling the halls. i convinced myself i was just going to find a big dick, wrap it up and get myself off on it. i got there late and it was unusually busy. also a very unattractive crowd. the asian guy with the thick cock who didn't come home with me because it wasn't 'safe' was there. last week prior to my cold i ignored him, thinking it wasn't safe. also there was another fat cock that i've had in me before but the last two times i got the cold shoulder feeling from him. basically i moved from one group of ugly guys getting it on to another, watching and not participating. there was a younger guy who i found attractive and twice he did a grab at my crotch but both times it was in awkward situation, i wasn't prepared for it and it was quick quick. didn't feel like chasing him down.
came across the asian sitting down and i thought what the hell. i really enjoy his cock, he has a hot body and his skin is so smooth. again it was delightful play and unusual for me kissing is included. maybe it's the kissing that throws me off because i again think to myself i should try and take him home. really i'd love to play with him unfettered. however, instead i decide to take him to a private area and get myself fucked as planned. oooops. he didn't want to come with me, yet again. it's not as if we start playing and i just throw this out there. we had been playing for awhile. it confuses me but i've promised myself i will no longer intiate with him. he wants it again he'll have to earn it!
a hot chap who fucked me once a couple weeks ago starts a heavy cruise of me. we end up in a cubicle and begin play. the closing of the theater is announced and this fine gentleman fingers my ass while we both jerk off. very nice. he says something about the lights coming on and we both dash out.
4:07 PM
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