Thursday, September 29, 2005
i tried to limit myself to just self abuse on monday. i even believed that would be the case. sunday had been a bit of a bender, mixing substances i shouldn't be. recupperation was tentative at best and i guess early evening i tried masturbation as a distraction. of course i started to feel better and thought i'd try a little bit of the chemicals again. in no time i was dressed and heading back to the bathhouse. barely over 12 hours since i last left.
and who is the first guy i run into? it's the york powers look a like from the night before! always good to know your not the *sluttiest* and i flash him a big smile as i pass him in the hall but he dosen't smile back. i remember him mentioning being on e the night before but does that mean he dosen't remember me? once i open my door he is there and comes in. as soon as i start to touch him he says "do you have any drugs?", i lie and say no. "do you know anyone who is selling?" again i say no and add "not here anyway". at last he says "not even a joint?" to which i say "that i do have" and begin to procur us a joint. in the process of routing through for the doob he sees my dildos (ya i brought two of the smaller ones with me) and begins talking dildo with me. his fantasy he says is to play with a double ended dildo and i wonder why the previous evening he stopped me from playing with his ass.
the joint, the dildo talk, his overall tastiness and i'm asking him if he wants a cap of g, he says yes. after taking it he asks me what it will do and i mentally smack myself. "you haven't used before?" and he says once but he was smashed already and dosen't remember. i'm not sure how to describe the effects of any drug and tell him it's a bit like being drunk. thus begins a marathon cock sucking session. he asks if i'll get on my knees and let him feed me his cock. ya ya that's why your in here.
it's these times i'd like a video camera present. i work over his dick, he works over my face. he stops and tells me he's feeling 'mellow' and i say that's the joint the g won't be kicking in quite yet. back to more cock sucking/worshipping. tears begin to stream from my eyes. my face feels covered in slop from the spit leaking out and not to mention him slapping my face with his dick. forgoing playing with my dick i've been working my own ass but straddle his leg and start rubbing my hole on him. poppers are introduced. i want to say "i like poppers for butt play" but hey... he force feeds me poppers while i have his dick in my mouth. it's all fun, i should be content but i mean those dildos are there, his dick is hard and did i mention he had said "we should make a weekend date to play with your dildos"?
abruptly he stood up, put his towel on and said i should never give him poppers (i don't remember offering poppers to him) he has a headache. fine fine. get out and let me get going. shower, a bit of a stroll and i notice i'm being followed by a slight chinese guy. i take no note and head to my room. he appears at the door and asks if he can come in. i'm slightly turned on by his small frame and say yes. turns out he may have a smaller frame but it makes his above average dick seem even larger. while playing 69 he starts fingering my ass. clearly i liked it and he asked "may i fuck you". please please. we start missionary like and it's easy to switch to being on top of him, we sort of rock between these two. i get up and position myself on the edge of the bed on my knees waiting for him to come over and fuck me. i watch his ass in the mirror. when i think i'm enjoying myself too much he says "i'm cumming" and i say "noooo" but of course it's too late. he pulls out, takes off the condom and then shows me the cum. piggy. he suggests we take a break and then go again "in 30 minutes". yes sir, sir.
ends up being more like 40 minutes but who am i to complain. right away he says "you've already got me to cum, now i want to make you cum". nice. more of the same, he's a great little fuck. gets to pounding real nice like. when i have him standing and me on the edge of the bed, this time on my back, the speed of him pounding drives me crazy. i think to myself just keep doing this forever. he cums again. he begins begging me to cum. i get him to play with my ass entertaining myself with the thought of him fisting me. though he dosen't mind playing with my ass he's not easily coaxed into fisting me. i note that he's still hard and wrap him up again. i bounce my way on top of him and into a delicious orgasm. quickly he disentangles and says "you made me cum twice now, i will need a longer break" and i think to myself "until next time then".
i head home.
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