Saturday, November 12, 2005
yesterday was my first day of not smoking nicotine! this zyban stuff really seems to work. it wasn't until late in the day that i even bothered to put the patch on, it was after a shower. the rest of the day i only occasionally thought of lighting up and then i realized it was just habit. much hope for today and the next...
i went to the theater last night, as your are supposed to reward yourself, and had some fun. instantly i saw this cute guy who when he walked past me grabbed my ass, there seemed to be an electric shock. he popped into a dark room, me, i turned around and went the other way. what was i thinking? at the time i think i was thinking "what are you doing?".
i ended up having a very large cock force fed to me. despite it's size, with a little perservance i was able to take of all it at once, but only for moments at a time. the gentleman didn't seem to mind this at all and would wait for the next chance to ram it all down my throat. there were a few hands grabbing at my cock and i kept pushing them away. finally i grabbed a hand and said out loud "i'm trying to suck this cock". of course then someone tried to grab the cock i was sucking on during a breather. i took his hand off and put the cock back in me. at the point where i thought i would have to stop altogether the kind sir started fingering my ass. nicely. not this jabbing of his finger into the hole but more just rubbing the outside of it. i could think of nothing more then him ramming my ass the way he had done my throat but i also sensed condoms might be an issue, i don't know why i thought that, but still... i went back to suck his cocking, tears streaming down my face, nose running, and saliva coating my chin. being the trooper that i am i tried one last time to take all of it for as long as i could, visualizing him shooting his load down my throat. instead i threw up. keeping it all in my mouth i quickly excused myself and headed for the nearest sink. the applause i thought i should be hearing as walking away didn't happen. when i get to the sink i had to wait for some idiot to wash his hands.
after that i was spoiled, for a few months i've seen this big muscle guy there and always wanted to play with him. he approached me last night and we started off with some mutual cock rubbing. he took his cock out and instantly i was disappointed, hoping for much more. it did grow somewhat but not enough. he pushed me down to suck on it and i did oblige (he's real hot) but i wasn't into it. furthermore, he had a hairy dick. i mean come on, work with what you got. the first chance i got i pulled myself away.
sucked on a long bendy cock and was able to take most of it but i guess the guy didn't like my technique cause he didn't stay long. rubbed with another guy who focused on my ass. his cock seemed odd inside his pants though. i'm not sure exactly how to define 'odd'. it seemed like it went directly down, which could have been because it was trapped or it might have been because that's what it did. either way he got scared off by another guy. this cock, that cock and still i didn't get fucked...what kind of reward is that?
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