Friday, May 27, 2005 tasty gay sex with a warning, not all may want to look. 10:57 AM (0) comments

Thursday, May 26, 2005 gay sex - i did have some! tuesday evening i went out for the new weekend. got some tasty action as well. first guy introduced himself upon entering, i of course have forgotten his name, and we had a little mutual cock play. then he asked to give me a quick massage. okay. however, he must have found a sensitive spot on my (the whole of it i'm sure) back. i yelped. after that i was twitchy each time he touched me. he said 'you must be real sensitive' which is surely true but i think his technique was flawed. a charming dark man came in the room next, asking permission very politely. nice cock, seemed a bit obessed with his nipples. when i got around to touching them i was bit turned off, they seemed grotesquely large. fucked me quite nicely though. the third chap was the one though. sort of ruff and tumble looking, goatee with a bit of beard growth as well, blonde-red hair, smooth hairless body. right, and that body was tasty, not a gym body but a 'i work hard everyday' body. i had noticed him a couple times but he didn't seem to see me. then he walked past my door, and again, and again. the fourth time i guess i got hypnotized because i went under. i awoke with a yelp when he said something to me in my room. fortunately it was lite snooze and i got my attention back quickly and directed it at him, didn't want to lose that fish. i sat up and directly across from him. some q&a took place and i rubbed my cock the whole time. finally he said 'do you want to play for a bit'? to which i said 'yes' and shut the door. 'that didn't take much' he said and i wanted to show him the mirror. i heard the glass clink of his poppers as he sat them down with some condoms. nice. he climbed onto the bed and asked what i like to do to which i replied the usual 'i like to play' keeping all options open. mutual cock play quickly turned into him sucking my cock. he hadn't gotten hard yet during play and i figured i was going to be top. my general rule is if his cock is smaller then mine i'm top, bigger he's top and he hadn't gotten hard so i assumed...well one never should. after sucking on my cock he presented his hard cock to my mouth, very nice. hard like rock, which always softens my hole. it was at this point poppers were offered as well. while sucking on him i thought i heard the snap of a bubble from gum. checked the door, thinking it was open and someone had the audacity to blow a bubble. nope. maybe i was hearing things. some mutual cock sucking morphed into me eating his ass. i had had my head hanging over the end of the bed so he could fuck my face when he climbed up on me to suck my cock. with my head hanging off i was able to look into the mirror directly into his pink spot. while playing with it i thought my god this is better then porn. eventually fingering gently worked into me devouring his hole. very nice. i just instantly popped a boner thinking about it again. not sure how we figured out he was going to be fucking me but fortunatley i did get him inside me. when i heard the pop of gum again and realized it was him. also realizing he'd been sucking my cock with gum in his mouth. i'm not sure why but that little pop was really turning me on. nice fucking and in many varied positions. unfortunately i got the urge to ride, forcibly laid him down, sat down and proceeded to shoot a load all over him. now some of you fuckers think i'm done at this point, and to be sure sometimes i am but i didn't want to stop then. neither did he. i laid down on my stomach (the on position we hadn't tried) and got a very tasty pounding. at one point my head was shoved up against the wall in a bit of an awkward position and i wondered if he shoved a little harder if it would snap my neck. which made me think of carlos, which made me want him to shove harder and then 'snap' of the gum. he pulled out and came all over my lower back. not the few glossy drops that didn't show up very well in that face pic. great white gobs of it. i'm twisted around looking at it, marvelling when he says 'do you want a towel?' and i said 'no a camera'. a chuckle and a snap. i could easily have gone for some afterplay but he said he had to get up early for work. construction i thought. as he was walking away i could hear i consistent snap snap snap. 12:27 PM (1) comments

Monday, May 23, 2005 the never ending gay sex marathon. saturday i weighed out the options and ended up cumming with tasty new dildo. sunday evening i got a little bit tipsy and headed off to the theater. where i 'played' the top with two hot guys. one was bearded and when he wanted to kiss i more just wanted to rub his scruff on me. fucked him nicely until the smell of shit became over powering. he asked if i came and at first i just made a noise, then he asked again and i said 'yes' kind of impatiently. who cares whether i came or not? you smell like shit. second guy similar shit. very geeky looking, yummy yummy. we got naked pretty quick and he was all tight bodied and sinewy. nice smooth skin. much better cock sucker then the first guy, no teeth. while i was fucking him this incredibly hot guy i had noticed earlier but who paid me no mind came into the stall. before long he was finger fucking me and rubbing his cock against me. the smell of shit drove me from this scene yet again, mind you i was also hoping to get 'hottie' alone. in my haste to clean up i locked my keys in my locker. which put an end to sex acitivites while i tried to get the locker open. ends up i'll need to go back to pick my stuff up, not bad though, just cigerattes, a t-shirt and some ghb. didn't wake up until 4pm today. heading for a bathhouse now! cummy pic from friday 8:26 PM (3) comments

Saturday, May 21, 2005 gay sex and then some! so i got home yesterday after work and proceeded to break the new dildo in. i guess it was more like break my ass in. i love it. makes my hole all warm just thinking about it, mind you i've been playing with it again just now. anywho, still haven't named it (unless 'okay' could be a name as i kept saying that over and over when i banged myself today) and f.y.i. i did film the 'breaking in' ceremony. ya, i had it in me pretty quick, jumped right past my usual internet porn crawl. i took a break and did the crawl while also signing in for some online cruising. well, a gentleman i have messaged before responded to me last night when i messaged him again on a lark. looks like a total geek in his ad and it makes me all squishy looking at his dorky pics. he actually responded and told me he'd love to come over. i had him in the door in 20 minutes. great sex ensued. one of the hottest moments for me was when he took off his glasses which is peculiar cause i got me a fetish about them leaving their glasses on. in his ad he said 8.5 x 6 inches for his cock and though it might not have been 8.5 inches long the bitch was fat. he was quite aggressive, nasty even. when he started rimming me i did a quick check of his ass and dived in. in was easier to fuck his ass with my tongue then it was to suck on his cock. mutual foot sucking as well, which i must say is apparently becoming integral for me. during the horsing around he said he wanted me to cum on his face. i took this as a cue and quickly wrapped his dick up. i wanted it in me and wasn't going to take the chance that we were just going to have foreplay. i rode him at first and then got twisted into some unforgiving positions. i came much quicker then i would have liked and after i came he pulled out. after he removed the condom he stood up over my face, a foot actually on my arm and preceeded to shower me with cum. oh yes i have a picture i snapped of myself covered in goo. after he left i friend messaged and arranged to come over. i quickly got myself off again with the new dildo. who knows what will happen this evening. i've already been stretching my hole over this dildo and i want to go out but i mean honestly, am i going to find a dick as nice as it? 11:45 PM (3) comments

Friday, May 20, 2005 this just in: i bought me a tasty new dildo today. asyestunnamed1.JPG asyetunnamed2.JPG 4:36 PM (0) comments

Thursday, May 19, 2005 gay sex (yaya!) with some addled ramblings. had company from out of town over yesterday, at 9am! egads. i was making breakfast (i call it 'christmas breakfast' cheese, eggs, bacon & bread all mashed together with tabasco and baked) and fortunately they arrived a little later then expected, breakfast was ready for their arrival. we were out of here and off shopping until late afternoon. without aid of sleep (but said friends did have some amazing pot) i was directly to work after leaving them. directly after work there was bridge and more pot. after that i stopped into a local drinkery, had a beer and played pinball. i was quite charged, running on some sort of crazy second wind. didn't know what else to do so i headed home. fortunately for me the theater is on the way home and i was decided to make a wednesday night appearance. there were enough warm bodies and i luckily found one of the most beautiful cocks i've seen in awhile. i swear i wanted to rip it off of the guy and bring it home for my own. 7 maybe 8 inches. thick and veiny. the girth of it made it seem quite large. if i had been prepared anally i would have had it in me. of course at one point while i was sucking on him i wondered about offering to bring him home to fuck me senseless. i really was quite masterful with my cock sucking, if i do say so. as per usual i started out fairly slow, getting it sloppy so it's easier for me to slide it in and out. by the time i had picked up the pace and was slamming my face on him he announced 'your killing yourself'. i wasn't actually but really really enjoying myself. a crowd had formed and i was quite turned on that he was vocal. everyone knew i was 'good'. when he came, down the back of my throat mostly, he announced 'what a way to spend a wednesday evening' to everyone and me. i waited somewhat patiently for another cock to suck on. none appeared, and he pat my head and thanked me after he had zipped up. i said the good ole 'you betcha' and cleared out seeking more cock. found a small one with untrimmed pubic hair that tickled my nose, didn't really bother much with it. next up a gent i've played with before and see there regularly. i knew he had a nice cock but had forgotten. also remembered he had fucked me. while sucking on him in a sort of enclosed area someone else came in and he tapped and walked out. into a cubicle but closed the door. went into the one next to it and checked out the glory hole only to find his face peering back at me. didn't feel like no head for me so i moved on. shortly after as i was sitting debating leaving he came up and asked me for a cigeratte. that sent me home. this afternoon had a decidely enjoyable wank and fuck myself without any poppers. 7:49 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 ramblings of a drug addled mind having very little to do with sex indeed: to start with, i ask you, poppers...friend or foe? having had very little satisfying sex lately i've gone the self abuse way, i'd i think we can use the term liberally. usually it's me left arm that gets all out of whack from overuse (though i am a righty for most things i jerk off with the left hand, needing my right hand to keep clicking) but this time it's my right arm. not from the clicking but from pounding my ass with a dildo. i sometimes wonder about finding me a dildo handler but that's really just another term for boyfriend isn't it? so ya i'd been doing some extensive amount of poppers today. that being said, i had 'stopped' abusing myself (20-30 minute breaks are not uncommon when your spending the day diddling) and i had had a shower. i had opened the bathroom door, took the towel away from drying my hair when i saw a ghost. right so, i'm not a 100% sure because this has happened to me before, where i think i see 'spirits' but i could never swear on it. anywhose, usually it startles me, this time it didn't, i just said out loud 'carlos'. it was really happy for a moment. as of late i have heard myself say his name out loud, but it's usually more a plaintive cry. for a brief second i really felt he was there and that i was seeing him. not sure if i mentioned last week i got a call from vallarta. carlos's best friend (straight) was calling telling me to come down. my travel companion is going down shortly, this was the trip that would have seen carlos returning with me had plans gone correctly. well, at the same peculiar time i recieved this phone call, 6am, the travelling companion had apparently woken up from a dream with carlos in it. carlos had given him the message to 'tell duncan i'm ok and with him'. coincidence, sure. part of me thinks i've dealt with it, part of me is a raw exposed nerve that i somehow keep covered up, peeling away the bandage to check if it's okay and it wriggles out all over the place. and then somehow i'm able to squeeze dirty nasty sex thoughts. i swore to myself the last time i mangled my ass was the last time this evening and yet after having typed this out my mind churns out it's own little nasty porn. fist, fist and yet another fist. i want more then a dick or a dildo in me. i think back to the 'friend' telling me about fists and pool balls. why, if i'm so turned on by the idea am i not seeking it out acitively? how does one go about finding the right fist? 2:06 AM (2) comments

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 more disappointing gay sex... mondays are not the new weekend, tuesdays are! went out last night, monday, for the second week in a row and for the second week in a row...bah! the first guy i played with was incredibly hot. young but with a hairy chest, thick hairy chest and speaking of thick his dick was delicious, my ass twitched at it. he was kinda cute facially, well, really cute and i took him for a bottom. i guess i walked away from him when he first approached me for that very reason, also a bit of intimidation. he followed me back to my room and came in. asked if i wanted to play with him point blank, i said 'sure' and he asked me to come back to his room because he had poppers (bottom for sure i thought). i didn't mention i had poppers of my own. his room was had the light full on, which always makes me a bit uncomfortable. very quickly he was between my legs, sucking me off and rimming me. then came the unsheathed banging at my back door. it went on for some time, me squirming a way and taking note that there were condoms but no lube. then he asked me if i was a top and i said i liked both. quickly our roles were reversed and he was trying to get me to fuck him, it should be noted that by this point poppers had stopped being part of our play (they weren't fresh egads). he asked 'do you want to have sex with me?' and i said i do but i need condoms to which he said 'that's a good thing - the poppers just make him a little crazy'. fine, as i'm getting ready to ask him back to my room, fresh poppers and lube, he says 'do you have your keys?'. fine. an interesting looking hairy guy with pants on and one of them roll-me-down hats on comes in. not a big dick but quickly moves to fuck me. quickly cums as well. says to me 'not very busy here - get in get off get out'. ya sure, i'll be your receptacle. head home. 4:33 PM (1) comments

Saturday, May 14, 2005 no gay sex unfortunatley. i've been down with a cold (shhhh i normally say i don't get colds) and last night on friend's recommendation i tried nyquil. this is heady stuff kids, not for the faint of heart. on a gay sex related topic. thursday night i had a straight man sleep over. a slumber party if you will. he needed a place for the evening, a friend. if i hadn't been feeling ill and if i hadn't sworn off straight men i'm sure there would have been monkey business. when it became apparent i was going to be heading to sleep land he even said 'i thought you were the porn king'. with that i had almost switched off my 'no more straight men' alert but then i realized i was just too ill to do anything fun. 4:12 PM (2) comments

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 gay sex disappointment. yesterday was a day off, spent most of the day masturbating in some form or another (i officialy started tanning out of doors). early evening i figured it was time to head out and let someone else have a chance at getting me off. shoulda stayed home. it wasn't busy to begin with and the few that were there were not really all that appealing. a cute muscular chinese guy appeared out of nowhere and after a couple walk-bys came in my room. slow slow sex, if you could even call it that. sucked on my balls, licked my dick but wouldn't put it in his mouth. put my legs way up in the air and inspected my hole, just licking around it though. some mildly discomforting finger fucking followed. at the time when i was going to announce a break he got up and left. next a curly haired (my new obession) short guy came in. attractive enough, and went right to sucking my dick. asked if i had poppers (which i did) and i said no. again with some ass play and then he reached for condoms. yes i said condoms. wasn't sure what was going on. when curiosity got the better of me i looked down to find out he was double wrapping his fingers (2). really wasn't interested in getting finger fucked again and had some trouble asking him to leave. i had to forcibly pull him off my cock. he came back twice after that and both times i said 'no thank you'. a really hot latino guy also came and chatted me up. that was it though, chat. i cleared out. 12:31 PM (2) comments

Monday, May 09, 2005 messy gay sex. went to a wedding on saturday, a second cousin. my whole family in a car was a delight beyond comprehension. it had been so long i'd forgotten that i promised myself never to get in a car with my mother and father at the same time. with both of them backseat driving (my brother behind the wheel) it was absolute mayhem. however, i did get to feel my little nephew (or niece) kicking his mother while we were in the car. ya da ya da. the dinner bordered on disgusting. by the time the prime rib came i went for the potatoes thinking they would be a safe bet and it turned out they were the most disgusting. fortunately the bar was open! i got very messy. i did not waste the buzz and headed to the theater. instantly plunging myself into a mess of cock sucking. at one point i stood up and a gentleman pulled me out of the crowd, i recognized him as someone i'd played with before. it was his cock that reminded me, and apparently he knew this because when he started to pull me out he put my hand on his cock. huge, and once he'd done that i would have followed him anywhere. he merely pulled me out of the crowd and into the open. i got down on my knees and started sucking on him. really an amazing cock and all i could think was whether or not i'd be able to fit a condom on it. i really don't understand the power of my own mouth and had him cumming all down my tie before i could get him in my ass. i've since tried getting the stain out, to no avail, any recommendations? after he came i didn't make it far before someone had me pulled into a cubicle. cute guy, not much of a dick but i was all horned up and had him in my ass quick. fortunately he didn't last long either. i headed to the shower. after having taken off the monkey suit i wasn't about to put it back on and so worked the floor in a towel. in a darkened orgy area i had some chap eat my ass butt good! he'd keep standing up and try to shove his dick in but i would move away to which he would go back down on me. ended up in a threesome with the asian guy with the fat cock and a blonde curly haired cutie. lots of kissing and cock sucking but no butt fucking. i almost considered inviting the asian back to my place but then as we've never said a word to each other i wasn't sure how to ask. spent the whole of yesterday recovering. 10:19 AM (1) comments

Thursday, May 05, 2005 dreamy gay sex continued. when he returned it wasn't long before i had him undressed. sucked on his cock a bit while he was standing. then he layed down on the bed and we moved into a 69 position. fortunatley for him he also took a liking to my ass, however he was quite rough about it. it got to a point where his finger was too much for me. i jumped off the bed and opened up a condom. went back to sucking on his dick for a bit before i covered him. sat down and fucked myself nicely. stroking his chest, his hair and clamping his arms down behind his head. his cock slid out and i decided it was time for him to fuck me. he said 'i've already came' and i looked down to see he had. disappoint must have been very apparent as he began apologizing profusely. i layed down next to him as the apologies continued. he wasn't taking off the condom so i did and told him to stop with the sorrys. i layed back down and stroked him, especially his hair, which he said he was getting cut the next day. i'd just had mine cut, millitary short, and i made him rub the back of my head. he asked me what i did and i gave him a look 'you don't recognize me' and he said he did but wasn't sure. i turned up the light and looked at him to make sure it was who i thought it was. told him i was sure who he was. he made a noise like now he knew who i was. he asked me to come back to his place, i told him he likely lived in the boonies. again he asked me to come back and said we could spoon all night. i instead offered to bring him back to my place, 'i'm sure i live closer' i told him. he said i didn't really want to bring him home, otherwise why did he have to bring it up. bla bla bla. i convinced him to come home with me. he said he was going to get his jacket. i dressed. it seemed like ample time had passed and he hadn't returned. i opened my door and he was outside, dressed, without jacket and talking to some guy. immediately he said 'here he is' and came into the room. the other guy tried to follow but he shut the door behind himself. 'thank you for saving me' he said. i wasn't sure what i had done. i told him i was ready to leave and again he said let me grab my jacket. this time he was back in under a minute. i had a cigeratte in my mouth and he snatched it away from me. once we were outside i lit the cigeratte and one for myself. he said something about his car. i said if he had it parked somewhere good it was best to leave it there as i didn't have parking. he was going to go home instead. fine. well, you can drop me off anyway. at my place he started in on about work in the morning, fine. we're sitting in the car, kissing and he asks for my phone number. i tell him to come up and i'll give it to him. he comes up. we snuggle a bit on the couch. i got up and was walking away singing 'up down turn around' and he finished 'please don't let me hit the ground'. i told him he got points for that and he said he didn't really need points. i clarified the fact that yes indeed he did need points. more snuggling. he began undressing me but not himself. i don't know why this turns me on but it does, i kept my underwear on while he remained fully clothed. after going on and on about working in the morning, i wrote down my number and told him to leave. he asked me to walk him to his car, when i got there i bet him $5 he wouldn't call, he bet me $100 he would call the next day. he didn't... 12:57 PM (1) comments

Wednesday, May 04, 2005 dreamy gay sex. so ya, i went and got my haircut today (going to a wedding on the weekend). on the way home i picked up poppers and porn. tossed one off before going into work. after work i started up again. then i thought to myself why don't i just slip off to the bathhouse, it's tuesday after all. tuesday being the new weekend and all. you just remember you heard it here first! fairly busy at the tubs. an interesting muscular short guy, interesting in that he had a pseudo mohawk, not sticking up pulled back into a pony tail, bla bla bla. looked like he might rob me after he fucked me. anywho, he caught my eye, i caught his. nothing came of it. instead a freaky muscular guy came into my room. really over developed chest. instantly went to sucking my cock, in a most unusual postion. i'm half sitting up, he lays down on his back, my arse hole rests on his shoulder while he sucks me and jerks himself off. unfortunately, the most exciting bit was my ass on his shoulder. considering it was me getting sucked off he was quite vocal with grunts and groans. i barely got hard. he asked me at one point if he should stop, i said yes and he was clearly disappointed. hey man, don't ask questions you don't want to hear the answers too. shower and hang out in the lounge a bit. i'm finding it more and more interesting to get cosy with the staff. today's interesting little tidbit was a customer in the process of being kicked out. unfortunatley before they could kick him out he (lord how do you type Geed out?) overdosed on his g. oddly enough, though i had g i was not partaking this evening. an ambulance had been called and i thought it best to clear out. staff told me in these situations an ambulance comes but so do the police. back in my room, a familliar chap walks by room in his clothes. as i'm trying to place he walks back and comes right in. it's a customer from the bar, i haven't actually seen him at the bar in ages. last summer he had a dancer tell me that he thought i looked like tom ford. yes we have similar hair lines but i do not look like tom ford. and yes i have masturbated about being missus tom ford on more then one occasion. point out that homo that hasn't. at the time i pumped the dancer for all the information on him that i could, very little. i found him terribly attractive. unfortunately we were both quite shy. well, on my part i wasn't necessarily shy, it's just hard for me to operate when i'm not in a towel. well tonight he came in my room. made some small talk, fully clothed and i didn't kick him out! he said 'let me get rid of my jacket' and i expected him to come back undressed. he came back sans sport jacket. 4:09 AM (0) comments

Tuesday, May 03, 2005 gay sex in overdrive. sunday evening a friend coerced me into going out to some clubs. aaargh. at one point i was left alone and this thing that i think has been hitting me up for years online had the chance to schmooze in on me. claims of it being his birthday. frankly franklin i don't care if it's the end of the world (all the signs are there) i'm not getting naked with you. what was supposed to be one drink ended up being four beers, then a switch to scotch. tsk tsk. so what was supposed to be a quiet evening at home ended up being a quiet evening at the theater. practically a morgue. at one of the glory holes i patiently waited for my chance to slobber on a huge cock. i tell you i just wanted to slap a condom on it and drive it home. i extricated myself from the scene, only to return to find big dick was barebacking some other guy's ass. i stick around and watch. a handsome chap next to me starts stroking my ass, i reach out for his cock and it seems large, quiver. he pulls me into a cubicle. i'm instantly down on him, which gets awkward as he's still going for my ass. i don't need to be told twice. his dick is very thick but not terribly long. it stretches my hole nicely but there's very little motion. he cums quite quickly. likely knowing full well that i had said to myself before entering 'find a big dick, get it in your ass, get off and get out'. like i said, the place was a morgue, and as i'm ready to leave one of them there pseudo thugs appears. i drool. we bounce into each other in a darkened area and i instantly drop down to my knees. the boy is hard as a rock. i suck on it for a bit, not long at all really and then try to offer up my ass. he thinks i'm offering it to him bare, where as really i just wanted to test the water. it begets a conversation on bareback. right, no, safe sex only. he asks me if i like to be cum on, and we all know i do. he pulls me out into the open and asks me where i want it. i lift up my shirt and tell him my face. before i know it i'm covered in cum. i swear this all happened in under two minutes. i head home. snuck off to the bathhouse yesterday afternoon. a really cute little guy (5'6 or 5'7) with muscles and did i mention just the cutest face aggresively tracks me down. he follows me into the room, i get horizontal as fast as i can making him taller. a stubby thick dick and fingers that go right into my ass. in no time he's in me and cums. i see him around the place after that and really wanted a second shot at him but alas... an attractive younger guy with booze on his breath (5pm mind you) is next on the hit list. i was getting wet just thinking of him between my legs. unfortunately he had a belly button for a cock. his cock sucking left much to be desired. started sucking on my balls and i had to swat him away. not one second after that he's back at my balls and i'm kicking him out. he seems chagrined but i mean honestly, if i stop you from doing something why would you go right back at it? now an older gentleman with glasses and a lovely hairy chest. so yummmy! unfortunately he takes his glasses off. furthermore not much of a dick but a fascination with my ass so we play. he tries to fuck me bare, i wrap him up, he can't stay hard. aaargh. he offers me up his ass. i think to myself 'should i try and fuck you without a condom?' but of course i cover. he dosen't seem to keen on really getting fucked, which drives me further. in no time i shoot my load. as he's wrapping up in his towel he shows me a lucky coin he carries around, 'it really works' he says with a lurid grin. blech. 11:27 AM (0) comments