Tuesday, September 27, 2005 mega gay sex update. saturday night i went to the theater, of course. in the dark a man with a large penis approached me. having no idea what he looked like made me a bit hesitant but the cock over rode that. not only was it large but it seemed perfectly shaped, dildo like. during my cock sucking i could think of nothing but getting him inside of me and wondering how many people i was going to have to fight off in our current situation. it seemed every other second there was another set of hands pawing on me. you play in the open you have to expect this and can only get so upset. however, when i remove your hands from touching me what makes you think i want you to try again? i lured him into a private area. once there i quickly disrobed and got back to business. i took his cock like a champion, or so i thought. at the point when i was going to grab a condom to put on him he pulled up his pants and made some excuse i didn't hear, i wasn't going to ask him to repeat it as it was clear he was leaving. i was somewhat perplexed but went back to cruising. i guess my heart just wasn't in that night. i wandered around, the russian was there, very drunk and so not necessarily so appealing. we had a bit of a conversation and then he said "don't disappear" as i did just that. the large black man who has been fucking me regularly was also there and i wasn't interested. it's hard to avoid 2 people and cruise at the same time so i left. sunday i went directly to the bathhouse. thought it was a safe bet as it was around midnight but there was a waiting list for a room. place must be hopping i thought! right away a charming chap who was the splitting image of york powers pulled me into his room. he was also aggressive and verbal much like the york powers of porn as well. his dick was thick thick. double thick that is. huge. had me sucking on it in no time. his kink (or one of many i guess) seemed to be having me look at him while i sucked his cock which although making the cock sucking a little more difficult was actually quite a delight him being so easy on the eyes. he asked me to talk to him but i told him i wasn't much of a talker. then he asked about me cumming and i said "i cum when i have dick in my ass" to which he replied "that's what i want to do then". i told him i should go and see if my room is ready, he forced me to suck his cock again before letting me leave. the room was ready. i had settled in and showered when i went back to his room but the door wasn't open. set up shop on my own. a guy with a smaller build came to the door. somehow i sized him up as a top instantly and we all know how i enjoy the small tops. unfortunately his dick was on the smaller side as well but it didn't seem to matter much as he fucked quite nicely. also very quickly. as i was heading to the shower the york look-a-like walked past and then stopped at my door. he came in and we picked up where we left off. his dick was a tight fit and i was moaning and groaning on full. he started pulling out and then going back in, fun but seems to me it fills me up with air. that air had to escape while he was fucking me which begat a "are you clean?". i explained to him that i was that this was just because he had pulled in and out pushing air inside of me. his fucking seemed tentative at best after that and i told him perhaps i needed a shower. while showering i got cruised by two spanish guys, one terribly attractive to me, the other not so much. they talked to each other in spanish about me but i didn't quite understand what. it seemed to me the attractive one wasn't into me, i don't know... made my way back to my room and they followed. the attractive one introduced himself and sat down next to me. the other one followed him in, when cocks were reached for i shut the door. i went for the less attractive guy's cock first. keep this in mind if you are ever in a threesome with me: i save the best for last. when i thought i had serviced him *enough* i made my move for the attractive one. he reminded me a lot of carlos, similar build and look. fortunately, unattractive grabbed a condom and started fucking me at this point. as i sucked on the attractive guy they spoke to each other in spanish again. not certain of what they were saying, but it didn't matter as it really turned me on. it wasn't long before he came fucking me. attractive asked for a condom and i turned myself over so i could take him missionary like. fucked just like i love, fast fast fast. i was very nearly close to cumming when he pulled out. started playing with my ass, i reached around and found he was using two fingers. i grabbed four and let him slide them in, quickly he tucked his thumb in and we were off. they were discussing what was going on in spanish, the less attractive didn't believe and looked for himself. a fist and spanish, i was in heaven. when it became to intense i pulled him out. he came up to have me lick his balls but i went for his ass. he came all over my torso and i believe i even felt some on my knee! then he asked me if i wanted to shower with them. they spoke spanish while we showered. pause for the cause 10:46 AM (0) comments

Saturday, September 24, 2005 ya so laundry did take awhile, i'm still doing it (or technically i guess i'm doing more now). the charming black man was able to enter me fairly easy, as he had already made use of my poppers i took a hit before pushing back on him. he felt great inside of me, just enough pain to let me know i was being violated. he also seemed concious of the size of his dick not putting it all the way in, perhaps most of the bottoms he deals with are whiners lol. in no time i took matters into my own and backed right up to the base. which created a double backed monster that also groaned from both mouths. though taking it from behind felt great we all know i prefer allowing my legs to float. he had tried to enter me first by this method and hoped that was because he preffered the missionary position. the fucking took flight. he was quite the popper hog and enjoyed watching himself in the mirror. i had no complaints, he was a good fuck. when i thought my ass could take it no more i rode him for a bit. this slowly transformed into us lying next to each other, no dick in me. i actually fell asleep, i think he did as well but can't be sure. i woke up when he got up from the bed, he patted me on the head as he left the room. i didn't think i had the energy to make it home so figured i couldn't handle another round of sex and so made my way home. 1:27 PM (0) comments

Thursday, September 22, 2005 right so, monday and tuesday usually sex nights, not so this week. mind you, monday i had a marathon self abuse session. which brings us up nicely to wednesday. went out in the afternoon shopping with a friend. practically jumping on every guy i saw mentally. gave some straight guys the cruisy zinger looks and left them confused. while in the mall i went into a bathroom and believe i walked in on some afternoon delite. there was a guy at an urinal while another was dashing into a stall as i was coming in. wanted to say "it's alright boys i'm a member of the parish" but thought that might frighten them more. went into a stall and did my business. as i came out friend was still at urinal and the other one was still in stall. as i washed my hands and wondered if their acitivities would begin again after i left another user came into the washroom. as i was leaving a cleaner came in. after the usual wednesday night bridge foray i made my way to a bathhouse. upon arrival i gave myself a little self fuck session before cruising. coming out of the shower a guy gave me the zing. i mentally calculated whether he was a top and whether he had a big dick. i had walked past him before i could make a call. it mattered not as he followed me to my room. asked if he could come in with an undetermined european accent. 5'8, tight little body, bit of hair and would take it to heart if you called him 'a little bastard' as in "fuck me harder you little bastard". instantly he started sucking on my cock and not removing his towel. sucking almost uncomfortably hard. kissing was similar and not really into the kissing at that moment i turned my head away, which turned into sucking my neck, i directed him back to my dick. when he removed his towel he wasn't hard and i wasn't impressed. however, at the same time he got between my legs and started playing with my ass. i laid back and enjoyed for a bit before noticing some growth in his penis. made my way to suck on him. got really turned (yet again) feeling him grow hard in my mouth. constant ass play as well. again he puts himself between my legs and now incorporates lube into his fingering. i had noted when he came in he brought condoms with him so i felt confident there wouldn't be a problem safe sex wise. between my legs however he started trying the bare entry system. i moved away once, twice, third time i said "condoms will need to be used", he reached for a condom and said "condoms will be used". okay. opens the condom, tells me to turn around, back to him, it will help him get hard. okay. he gets in and it feels great. too good. i reach down to feel the condom and it's not at the base of his cock, i pull away a bit and don't feel it further up, i pull right out and see he dosen't have a condom on. i say "i told you condom" but as i'm saying this he says "now i am hard" and reaches for the condom. i want to tell him to get out but i watch him put it on and inside of me in the time it takes me to formulate the "get out" phrasing. a great fuck, fast like a rabbit. get myself onto my back, even approach a point where i could cum, steel myself and he cums. when he removes the condom he shows me the cum in it, who told him i love that. i'm still hard as a rock and we kiss and fondle while i play with myself. i keep checking his dick hoping beyond hope he's either stayed hard or will get hard again. when i begin the internal debate about whether or not i should try fucking him he asks if i want to cum. yes i certainly do but his phrasing seems more like "let's get it over with" i stop playing with myself and say "later". we kiss some more, he leaves. after i shower i begin another little self abuse fuck session. reaching places with the dildo he was unable to with his cock. in no time i've got myself to the brink again, snap out the dildo in a hurry and note i'm not as clean as i would have originally thought. i make use of the facillities. while showering up i note an attractive younger black man drooling at me. i make nothing of it and head back to my room. he appears at the door and strikes up a conversation. small talk in a bathhouse is always "iffy". "been here long?" he asks me, i tell him an hour even though it's closer to two. "it's pretty boring here tonight" to which i reply "i've had some fun". "what kind of fun?". hmmm, i tell him i like to play and he says "play?" while coming in and shutting the door. he removes his towel and places it at the foot of the bed before stretching out. i go for his cock to which he says "he's resting right now". well, not while your in my room he's not and i play with it soft, nice size and weighty when soft. it grows into what must have been more then eight inches long, likely 6 inches in diameter. also curvy in a weird way, at the base it has a curve and then again near the head, almost creating an "S" like cock. i think it's big, i think it will hurt and so i want it in my ass. at some point during me playing with his cock he found my asshole and i had no worries i would be getting fucked nasty. he announces "i want to lick your ass" but i ask for clarifaction and he repeats "i want to lick your ass" but adds "but want poppers first". i don't think i've ever grabbed the poppers faster. gave them to him and went back to sucking his dick. his fingering became more aggressive and i wanted to forgo the rimming for his dick in me. he positioned me on the edge of the bed and i thought he was going to dive in with his tongue, however he went for a condom instead. delight! i knew however i wasn't going to be able to take him in this position right away and flipped myself over so i could back onto him. grabbed the poppers for myself and did just that. he was big, he was hard and lord did it hurt, unfortunately i have laundry and food on the go, i say i'll be right back but... 5:35 PM (1) comments

sunday night's gay sex post script: went to the theater. ended up playing with the gentleman from saturday night who insisted on nipple play and came a mouthful in me. he came up to me while i was sitting quietly minding my own business. pulled his dick out and wagged it at me so i of course put him in my mouth. another chap i have seen there a number of times and always been intrigued with watched and actually pulled out his dick. when nipple guy started sucking on my cock i was hoping to get a taste of the second guy but he was scared off by another watcher. when the watchers who had accumulated began fondling nipple guy he suggested we go somewhere else. his suggestion was the shower but i negated that and slipped him into a secluded dark room. more cock sucking, nipple play and a bit of him playing with my ass before he came on my knee. hot and a lot! he told me he could 'play with me all day' and i made an agreeing noise but thought "that's twice i've gotten you off and still you haven't fucked my ass". all day? at least there would be time to explore my ass further. we had dressed and we're still 'basking in a glow' i guess, i wasn't sharing in it, mind you the feel of his cum on my knee was satisfactory until it started to get cold and i said "your getting cold on me" and we walked out. when i said it could have been taken the wrong way, he was saying something about enjoying our time together, afterwards i should have clarified i meant his cum was getting cold on me. normally i would have instantly showered. when i returned to the light i was shocked at just how much cum there had been. i knew he had cum the night before as well so it wasn't like he had been saving up. i do hope to run into him again. decided i wasn't going to stay, was actually thinking i might bump into him on the way out. was turned on walking with a cum covered knee all the way home. 5:22 PM (0) comments

Sunday, September 18, 2005 gay sex - a return. i almost went out friday night, went through the whole process, was about to step out the door and thought i'm just going to lay down, regain some composure. when i had composed it was saturday morning. as soon as i got there i noticed my large black top of the last few weeks. i wanted to scope out first but he seeks me out like a missile. i'm ensnared. one doesn't want to say 'no' and asking if i can put him on the back burner, hmmm. i'll tell you though, there is a certain satisfacton in being able to just turn my back on him for foreplay. i think i've mentioned before his dick although not large points directly down. this seems to hit my vocal cord somehow while he fucks me and this time was no exception. when it turned into something of a whimper he asked me "would you like to laydown and get fucked?" and i managed to pull myself off his dick, turn around and say "where?" while he was still in a fuck stroke. went to the cubicle that has a bench (though first we had to wait for him to dress, me i strolled in the altogether) set it up nicely in a corner and took the weights off my ankles. he slows down when he cums which i find somewhat anti-climactic. a tall handsome man caught my eye next. we quickly sequestered ourselves off for some enjoyable play. big guy but average cock though hard. while sucking on my cock he forcibly got me to play with his nipples, both because just one wasn't enough. after a second attempt of making it clear he wanted his nipples constantly played with i introduced him to my ass and the idea that i want it constantly fondled. before i got the chance to have him fuck me he came in my mouth, and it was so much cum that i chose to spit instead of swallow. big turn on for me? he kissed me after cumming in my mouth, i just love that. during all this time i had a queer little man cruising me heavy. over and over i politely excused myself. in a bit of a group thing i was sucking off a very hot man and when he stepped away from me queer man tried to take his place. when i moved he away he made an audible sound of disgust, in a group situation mind you. if anyone should have been fed up at that point it was me but being the gentleman that i am i excused myself from the scene altogether. it was nearing the end of the evening for me when i noticed a large handsome man with a t-shirt that said 'big unit'. i thought to myself you need to have a big unit to wear something like that and wondered. i also thought he was out of my league but he followed me as i walked past him. i led him to the cubicle with the bench (piggy thoughts in my mind) and at the doorway we did a little show and tell through our jeans. i moved back in, he followed. i sat down on the end of the bench and started to gorge myself on his cock. there was no false advertising here, 7 or 8 inches, thick and hard. poppers. condom. i'm sitting down on him with my back to him. i lean forward but he dosen't take over the fucking, i'm still bouncing and i notice he's lost his hard on. i'm practically on the verge of cumming so i pull out, remove condom and begin worshipping his body. as a general rule the muscled as opposed to the non-muscled doesn't make a difference to me but at this point and with this guy all i wanted was to rub my ass against each and every muscle on his body. i had done this all i could, he seemed rock hard again, i was close, i wrapped him again. layed down on my back, rested my feet on his chest and came with in 30 seconds of his starting to thrust into me. i should have let him fuck me longer. i should have helped him get off afterwards. bah, my ratio of getting people off to people getting me off wasn't even altered by this run off. 1:14 PM (7) comments

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Sunday, September 11, 2005 found a jock strap, opted for a black one. very nice. wore it all day yesterday. unfortunatley my throat feels like a festering infucktion and sex will have to wait until i can use all my holes. 2:48 PM (1) comments

Saturday, September 10, 2005 no gay sex to report. cut myself shaving my intimates and don't feel *safe* going for play. well, truth is, i went on a search for a jock strap after i cut myself. who thought it would be hard to find a jock strap? first, my thinking behind a jock strap was i could easily be protected in the cut area leaving the jock strap on and still have access to my all important ass. second, i have been mulling over a jock strap as of late. one of the fuckers recently had mentioned me wearing a jock strap, mind you this one of the few fuckers who actually got a way to contact me and chose not to, stupid fucker. right so, a jock strap as protection. genius. so i formulate in my head where i'm going to go, three different places, to compare prices and in my head i want an everlast one. you check the site and see if you can find one, right, i think the technical term is protective gear or some such thing. i went to three different stores thinking i was comparing prices only to find out none of the stores i thought would have a jock strap did. that cinches it though, tommorow i get up early and scour all over for a jock strap, at this point it dosen't even have to be everlast. fuckers. 2:04 AM (0) comments

Friday, September 09, 2005 last night i had planned to get myself off in a video room at the bathhouse. i say that and even when i thought it i knew i would play, a little. little did i know. the trouble began when they were playing this porno. click through, you get a photo review of the tastiness. i watched most of it, wanted to shave my head and then go out and piss off a black man. instead, i opened the door for business and my first caller was of the dark persuasion. a big boy too. tall, chunky and a huge cock. he let me do all the work too. i kept sucking and playing while rubbing my ass against any available body part of his. when i thought i could handle it no longer i put a condom on him and sat down. he kept asking me if i liked his cock and of course i did, very much but i didn't want to keep reassuring him. worked my way to the bottom when he pulled out and announced he thought the condom broke and asked me to check it. i just took it off and told him "i have plenty more where that came from". this time i layed down on my back, i asked him if he liked poppers, he said "no but you go ahead" and of course i did. he flipped me over and came while doing me doggy style. i went to the smoking lounge and there was this pretty young thing. not an ounce of body fat, tanned and bleach blonde hair that made him look like a perfect ken doll or something. he started up a small talk conversation with me. he left and i thought nothing more of it until i was back in my room. there he was at my door asking if he could come in. i should have warned him i would want to tie him up and never let him leave. once he came in he announced "i'm new at this" and i said "new?". i wondered if he meant new at gay sex or sex at a bathhouse. i removed my towel and showed him what i have. he sat at the opposite end of the bed and did the same thing. except i noted he was including lube at this early stage. i love lube play but figure it precludes oral play. he lubed my dick up and then procedded to suck on me. for suck a skinny little guy he had a huge member, guess he has to grow into it. mutual cock sucking and stroking, some tentative ass licking on both our parts and he asks me what i'd like him to do and i say "put a condom on", he does. then he says "you want to sit on it, ya you do", though really i want him to throw it in me, i sit on it. while i bounce away on him i marvel at just how delicious he is. i get him in between my legs, feet on chest and he plows away at me. really fast. that point where i'm going to cum starts to brew inside of me when he pulls out, cums all over me, it just kept cumming out of him, looks at his watch and says "my ride is leaving in 5 minutes i have to go". whew. i play with a couple more guys before i take matters into my own hand. 11:45 AM (0) comments

Sunday, September 04, 2005 right, so, back to the naughty bits... nothing seemed out of the ordinary last night, ya, i'm back at the theater slumming it with the common folk. the regulars, the usuals and a few of the unknown, a bump here and a grind there bla bla bla. i note a couple coming in, the taller blonde says "hello sexy" to me while i gawk at his younger, shorter, geeky friend. dark curly hair [curls being something of a kink lately right], glasses and sort of shrinking away from his friend. they pass quickly and fleetingly i think to myself 'do i have to do the blonde to get to the geek'. i pay it no more mind. shortly thereafter geek boy and i cross paths. oh delight. he follows me and i lead him into an open area. it begins with each of us rubbing our own pants in the vicinty of our cocks. when he reaches out to rub my groin i drop my shorts and no sooner does he drop to his knees and begins sucking my cock like a madman. i note that he takes his cock out and plays with himself fervently while throttling me. i get down to suck his cock, planning to sprawl out on the floor but he stands up before i get the chance. i attempt to take all of his cock but seem to not be able to handle the last inch. hard like nails. i stand up and plan to rub my ass on his stiff member but he dives for my cock again. this time i grab the back of his head and have a go at his skull. he seems to love it, i certainly do, i entertain the thought of fucking his ass. the crowd seems to be getting a bit to raucous, he seems uncomfortable with the group fondle so i pull him away. as always i'm not a one hundred percent that he'll be following but he does and i lead him to a large cubicle. once in i begin methodically undressing. knowing by instinct where to hang my shirt, where to safely place my shorts and most important i decorate a ledge with a sprinkling of condoms, lube and poppers. he undresses, slower then i and not sure where to put his clothes, i take them from him and place them somewhere i consider *safe*. more mutal cocksucking. i marvel at his physique, not muscled but compact, smooth chest that has clearly been freshly shaved. evidence of that to follow. though my original intention was to fuck him first i wrap his dick up and get him inside of me. he gets a little vocal about his enjoyment at this point. i get loud with the moans. we're doing it standing up and his fucking is perfect. perfect. i figure why mess around and lay down on my back, using my shorts as a pillow, he's in like flynn. his thrusts are like little jabs driving me crazy. he cums and i wallow in it. we have a little after play tenderness and i wonder if i can get him hard again. in the time it takes me to wonder he is. we fuck standing up. i'm sure my moaning must sound a lot like whimpering by this point. my ass was chewed. all of a sudden he pulls out of me and i literally do let out a tear. what's this though? i turn around to discover he's laying back down on the floor. i say out loud 'nice' and sit down. we took turns him fucking me and then me riding him. i propped myself into a position where he could fuck me without care, thought to myself 'let it rip' and he did. shortly thereafter i did, cumming more then i think i ever have before. i allowed him some more fucking but really needed a break. i brought up the idea of a cigeratte, he seemed hesitant. i asked if he had a locker, he said no. i said i did and that i was going to take a shower and he was welcome to put his stuff in my locker and join me. he did. this is where i discovered that his chest was freshly shaven, his back however was just a close crop. a hairy little beast. delicous. in the light of the shower i also noted that he was a bit made up. eye brows waxed quite severe. chat ensued. i even instigated it, noting his band-aid on his big toe. some sort of accident with a stump. i find out he's from out of town and this is his first time at the theatre. imagine stumbling across me for your first. he asks how old i am, which i always find a bit odd, i mean we don't even know names at this point and he wants to know how i old i am. in the time it takes that to formulate in my head he says "you don't have to lie" and i laugh and say "34". how old are you i say and he says "people always think i'm older then i am". hmmm, i guess 22 thinking 24. 19. nineteen. no wonder i get fucked twice i think. he asks me if i'm normally a bottom and i say yes. he says "me too, your only the second guy i've fucked". what what? craziness. either it shows or i say how great he is and he's nonchalant with a "you do what you like". yes yes, and if how you fucked me is how you want to get fucked we are in love. but of course i can only a muster a "wish i had tried your ass". i find out he's just here for the weekend. tell him where i work and to come check it out. didn't find him tonight but did get great booty. and unlike the last few saturdays, i only topped one guy but as hammy would say, that's another story.... 5:51 AM (0) comments

Friday, September 02, 2005 not really on the subject of gay sex (yet good music makes for good fuck doesn't it?) i bring you: wildgeek's hottest songs in the world right now 1. i walk alone - those guys (dim's ballrom ruff edit) 2. give it - x-press 2 feat. kurt wagner 3. mesmerized - faith evans (freemasons mix) 4. all these things - the killers (cjay's 2005 house mix) 5. big sky 2005 - alex vs. kate bush as most anyone who knows me well enough can tell you, sometimes the hottest songs are only the hottest songs for a minute but these are all beauties. i'm giving you gold here man, gold! which, anyone who knows me will tell you, is unusual for me, i usually guard the hottest tracks until they're lukewarm. hey chief, let's fuck, why not? 10:56 PM (3) comments