Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i blame it all on bareback mountin'. since seeing the movie i've felt like something has been missing in my life. as a result i've avoided my usual sexual haunts. i guess i think to myself if i don't go to the bathhouses and theaters i can have sex the way normal people do. it dosen't work, unless normal people don't have sex. take me out of that 'sexual' enviroment and you take my sex life away from me. sad.
so pretty much for the whole month of january i went without sex. time spent abusing myself mericlessly. a new dildo was purchased. i wanted to try something a little thicker and *sarge* certainly is that. the first time i tried him out i actually had to turn him sideways to be able to get him inside. also that first time i whimpered like some sort of alien creature for a full minute after he made me cum.
this weekend i gave up waiting for 'romance' and went to the theater. it had been three weekends since i'd been but seemed like forever. it seemed to me none of the regulars were there, all new faces. i fooled around with a nice cock who seemed more interested in sucking my cock then hiding in my ass. after extracting myself i continually bumped into him, realizing he wanted more but i had set my sets on someone else.
he'd approached me and asked where he could smoke. i'd seen him and thought he was a little too geeky even for me but when he spoke with a russian accent i was won over. i told him where to go to smoke and then headed there myself. offered him a toke but he declined. no conversation. after that we danced around each other skittishly. finally we ended up in a stall. cocks out and taking turns sucking. i knew closing time was close at hand and considered asking if he wanted to come back to my laundry room, lol. i ended up jerking myself off grabbing his ass. just as i was going to cum he said "don't cum" and i almost wanted to grab him and say "why you want it in your ass?" but unfortunately i came. i do so hope to run into him again...
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