Saturday, April 01, 2006
further confessions of a high school girl. i mean honestly, wasn't it last year that i admitted to *liking* lindsay lohan? it has nothing to do with brokeback mountain really because i am a high school girl posing as a gay man.
wednesday night, matt stays over. we watch some tv and end up falling asleep together me holding him. thursday night, matt stays over, we watch some tv and fall asleep. there was a little more *cuddling* this time. wake up friday morning, with a hard on, and a boy so i do what comes natural like. in no time i have him hard and half naked. i know he's horny too because he lies on his stomach. i start playing with the hole's hole. i love his pretty little ass. i want to fuck him, bad, and delude myself into thinking it will be a hate fuck. i grab condoms and lube. he says "we're not having sex". frankly, we've been having sex for the last hour, what he means to say is "no penatration". i think about it for a second and say "no your right, we're not having sex". i don't kick him out right then and there but he is gone within 5 minutes.
wants to go and party with me friday night. i question why. if we're not going to have sex what's the point? i don't commit. later in the afternoon he seduces me with the idea of some chemical recreation, i commit. the evening rolls around, he's out for dinner, i get ready. he calls and i'm about to go meet him. innocently enough i question about said chemicals, there are none because he's already taken them. okay fine. i tell him i'll meet him. then i text him that i've decided not to go out with him. i pop open a bottle of champagne and get the roommate drunk. we go out and switch to beer and tequilla.
the theater calls me. (and to clear up any confusion, *the theater* is just a porn house). i'm a stumbling one man sex pit. in no time i have "coke can cock" in my ass. who again grumbles about his knees after we have sex. from him i move onto the hottest little black guy with another thick cock only longer. he quickly discovers my hole has already been used and precedes to use it as well, and offers up poppers (yes an inhalant). in the middle of fucking me he asks if i live close by, i tell i do but leave it that. he tells me how far he has to go to go home and i take his dick out of my ass. he's hot, nice dick, but honestly, you need to finesse an invite back to my place (or so i think).
i go to my locker and grab my phone to check the time. before i even flip it open it's vibrating. of course, it's matt and he finesses an invitation to my place. i tell him i'm not at home yet and i'll meet him on the street. i don't tell him my hole is pre-lubed. on the street i get a little frisky, "stop being so perverted". bah, i put it on hold until we're back at the apartment. bless his dear sweet little heart he has pot and we get high(i have a shower while he breaks it up and rolls). he wants some booze and i oblige him but am wise enough not to partake. he questions if i have any 'hooch' left. hooch is a delightful alcohol concoction i make with the stalk and bits of leftover pot. i fry up the weed to break down the thc and then at the full moon i start soaking it in vodka. it smells awful, is green and makes your tongue tingle the moment of contact. i lie and say "drank it all".
i begin the "perversion" again. i guess i needed to finesse the sex but being drunk i just naturally assumed we could get past the charade of falling asleep together and start with some play. he says "we're friends" and i say "friends can't touch each other's hole?" (i am a witty bird when drunk). then, a moment of truth comes out of my mouth, "you've been here 3 nights in a row" and this snaps him. how dare i think because he's been here 3 nights in a row that it means anything. he decides to leave. i ask him to stay. actually, i practically beg. i'm drunk, horny and want to fuck his ass. at this point i'll say anything, i'm a dog. he leaves and i blessedly pass out.
today i wake up and feel pretty good. he dosen't want to be my boyfriend, and as a friend he dosen't want to have sex. just a friend, and i have enough 'just friends' at the moment.
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