Sunday, April 30, 2006
this post will contain actual sex.
friday starts innocent enough for me, ogling men at the gym. there's one guy in particular my eyes drift to you alot and i wonder if he's gay or not but shortly after i realize it matters not whether he's gay or not. after the gym and a few people end up at my place, ditchpig being one of them. the crowd thins out (okay so my other friend left) and matt asks if i want to smoke a joint. surprise surprise as i was out at that moment, so it was a welcome offer. while he rolled i finished the dishes. i'm also a bit evil, it was directly after the gym that i was bombarded with guests (2 at once is unusual if we're keeping our clothes on) and i didn't get a chance to refuel after working out. when it was just matt and i could easily i have prepared a sandwich for him and myself but didn't. here he is sharing pot with me and i won't share food, for shame. when i asked him to leave (i could skip after gym food but not the pre-work shower) i made a point of thanking him for getting me high.
after work i thought i would go and see what was playing at the theater. i also thought i would raid the roach jar. to my chagrin there was not even a quarter of what should have been there. instantly i realized what i had smoked this afternoon. it sent off a fifteen minute loss of my head. cursing and making prouncements. eventually i scraped together what little was left and headed out.
for the second week in a row i marvelled at the lack of what i found to be attractive people. for the second week in a row the gentleman that i have let me fuck over and over for the last year jumped on me right away. jumped is the wrong word but still...i tried to avoid him and ended up having to shoot him down. i just wasn't into it. i had it narrowed down to three guys for fun and frivolity when one of the three brushed against me. once i showed him my cock there was no time wasted in him getting it into his mouth. i had a quick chance to feel his crotch but he was not hard and i could not gauge his size.
the onlookers were particulary offsetting. one guy was making no bones about the fact that he thought he should be next to take my cock in his mouth. i guess earlier when he grabbed my as i walked past him and said 'let me suck it' made him think he would be next. even though i had to forcibly remove his hand from my arm before. i didn't want to lose the cocksucker and so grabbed him by the arm when i pulled my shorts up. once we were locked away he went directly back to my dick. he took cock well. his hand was brushing against my ass enough to also keep me in mind of getting fucked. he let his dick out to play with it but i still couldn't make it out. somewhere midpoint of the whole blow job i began to suspect he was a cumslut. i began taking advantage of the situation. occasionaly grabbing his head and seeing how far i could go but then easing back off. it was when i worked up to lifting up my leg and pushing my knee against the wall, and the back of his head, that i made it clear i was going to shoot my load. it also became clear he wanted it by taking my cock full throttle. i thought that would be all but he stood up and showed me his hard on. not large but hard and so i started to suck him off. as i was thinking to myself 'i'm not really into this' he shot a load in my mouth. a big load too. i wasn't about to swallow it and also didn't want to be rude and spit it out right in front of him. i hoped there would be no talking. he left real quick like, no talk and i spat him out in a corner.
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