Monday, May 15, 2006
sex with chemicals.
friday i was able to get my hands on some mdma. i tried to snort it but it found it too painful so began ingesting little by little. i waited half an hour after the first dose before i tried some more, then waited twenty minutes. in between dosing i fooled around a little. first with a big young guy. nice thick cock and everything seemed to be moving into the right direction...my ass. then he announced he would cum if he fucked me and he didn't want to cum yet, could he come back. i wanted to say fuck me, cum and you can still come back but there were plenty of men at the bathhouse. then two seperate guys who just wanted to suck on my cock. more mdma.
then i'm out in the halls and a favourite fuck was there. spanish guy, short, with a thick mess of curls on top of his head. i've played with him a couple times but not for at least a year. i get him back into my room and i'm already rock hard. we take turns sucking each others cock and then sixty nine. he gets between my legs and reaches for a condom. i consider offering him some mdma but then i remember him mentioning how much he dislikes drugs. i also remember how he can fuck forever and self-moisten. he seems to be fucking in slo-mo, i recall he was quite the fucker. i don't mind. i love trying to run my fingers through his hair. kissing him is also tastygood. i turn over and take him doggy style so that i can get a little more pumping action. i'm watching in the mirror and come very close to spilling my load when he pulls out. turns out he did lose his nuts. my disappointment was very clear and he apologized.
a few more blow jobs and all the dosing catches up with me. i'm warm. i just want to sleep and so i head home. the walk home seems to invigorate everything. i'm tempted to check out my online possibilties but instead curl up in bed.
saturday i decide to check out the theater. one of the few chaps i brought home is there and we end up in a booth. i orchestrate his dick into my ass. when he cums ("oh god i'm going to cum, oh god i'm cumming, i'm cumming") i'm close as well but hold onto it figuring there's more men out there. then nothing grabs me enough. i fooled around a bit with that idiot with a big dick that i brought home a couple weeks ago only to have him cum while i sucked on his cock. while sucking on my cock he begins playing with another chap who had been following me around all night. i was not interested in that group and got myself out. frustrated i went home. in bed by 2am, alone on a saturday night.
more compulisve masturbation and i weigh my options for this evening.
1:17 PM
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