Wednesday, February 15, 2006 going nowhere? i have very little experience with *dating* per se. however, i don't think we're going nowhere. yes, i am sex obessed (he calls me a horndog) but i am happy just being with him. he stayed over again last night and we did not have sex. mind you i probably wore out both our underwear rubbing into him. have i mentioned he's a bottom? i thought i was a bottom. it seems i always fall in love with bottoms. there i said it, i've fallen in love. with a bottom. trauma drama madonna. 2:53 PM (3) comments

Monday, February 13, 2006 infatuation update: friday, no sex but lots of cuddling. saturday, no show for date. sunday, no sex but a little more hardcore cuddling. monday morning i fucked him nasty. it's a little bit of work to get up to the *nasty* part of the fucking though. at first it's "slow" and "more lube". then after a couple snorts from the 'little bottle' he relaxes. he was face down and came while i was fucking, sans hands. he asked me if i had cum and i said no when he told me that he had. i didn't believe him but we shifted for me to see his load (soaked through two different sheets both folded twice), he let me fuck him again for a little bit then said it was too much. i pulled out, didn't take the condom off and just came banging his spine. when he saw the cum in the condom he said "that's not much of a load" and compared to what he shoots out it wasn't but for me it was a sizeable amount. we showered together and he commented on the mirror in the shower, everyone loves it. 2:09 PM (2) comments

Tuesday, February 07, 2006 file under: blog it and you shall recieve. over the weekend i met a young chap (23, i asked for identifaction) outside of the bathhouse venue. mind you, i ended up taking to a bathhouse for intercourse. now not only does he seem infatuated with me but i with him. 1:57 PM (4) comments

Saturday, February 04, 2006 here is giovanni banging a shemale. this guy has been my recent porn addiction. well, *recent* would be the wrong term as i've been obessed with him for some time but i had no clue what his name was. for awhile i went under the impression the his name was bruno but i think that was mixing him up with another performer from same porns. though i've mostly just seen him in tranny porn i do have him in a straight porn and i know he's done other straight porn. my ambition is to get him in some gay porn, with me preferably. i'm prepared to go to brazil, i'm pretty sure that's where he's based and do what i need to do to get him in a film. a 'wildgeek does porn' sorta thing, or perhaps 'wildgeek vs giovanni valente'. in fact, i figure we can take this whole reality porn concept to another level, i'll pose as a shemale (one hell of an ugly one) who tricks him into having sex with an out and out man. while i'm there, brazil that is, there's a whole slew of other male performers from shemale porn that i won't mind playing the same trick on. sure, it's going to be a niche market but if it gets giovanni in my ass.... 3:57 PM (5) comments

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 i blame it all on bareback mountin'. since seeing the movie i've felt like something has been missing in my life. as a result i've avoided my usual sexual haunts. i guess i think to myself if i don't go to the bathhouses and theaters i can have sex the way normal people do. it dosen't work, unless normal people don't have sex. take me out of that 'sexual' enviroment and you take my sex life away from me. sad. so pretty much for the whole month of january i went without sex. time spent abusing myself mericlessly. a new dildo was purchased. i wanted to try something a little thicker and *sarge* certainly is that. the first time i tried him out i actually had to turn him sideways to be able to get him inside. also that first time i whimpered like some sort of alien creature for a full minute after he made me cum. this weekend i gave up waiting for 'romance' and went to the theater. it had been three weekends since i'd been but seemed like forever. it seemed to me none of the regulars were there, all new faces. i fooled around with a nice cock who seemed more interested in sucking my cock then hiding in my ass. after extracting myself i continually bumped into him, realizing he wanted more but i had set my sets on someone else. he'd approached me and asked where he could smoke. i'd seen him and thought he was a little too geeky even for me but when he spoke with a russian accent i was won over. i told him where to go to smoke and then headed there myself. offered him a toke but he declined. no conversation. after that we danced around each other skittishly. finally we ended up in a stall. cocks out and taking turns sucking. i knew closing time was close at hand and considered asking if he wanted to come back to my laundry room, lol. i ended up jerking myself off grabbing his ass. just as i was going to cum he said "don't cum" and i almost wanted to grab him and say "why you want it in your ass?" but unfortunately i came. i do so hope to run into him again... 4:13 PM (1) comments