Sunday, July 30, 2006 crazy sex when the sun goes down until the sun comes up this weekend. friday night i chewed through 4 different tops and 2 of them came back for more. one of them was fucking me so hard my bladder would release and he thought i had cum. i didn't correct him and let him think he did it again when it happened once more. i was fooling around at the theater last night. everybody seemed to be cumming before i could get a condom on them. then i'm playing with this very nice cock, sturdy hard and the noticeably larger then the rest of the cock. it was going to be like some crazy wand poking around in my ass. he puts his own condom on, i lube my ass and then he turns around and i hear him pulling off the condom. what? what? i check out the situation and him mutter "i don't do that". don't do that? why the hell did you put a condom on. at 4 in the morning i end up at the bathhouse. 4am is a horny time anywhere you ask me. i play with a couple but almost right away the bottom starts to get freaky. top asks me if i party, sure. sends the bottom off to get the drugs and we play while he's gone. he comes back and there's very little drugs left. top asks about the other stash so bottom goes back. this time i let the top fuck me while the bottom is gone, fuck him if he wants to play with his drugs. second time he comes back it's another issue and top says "dealer is here go get some more" and bottom does. this time i fuck top. bottom comes back and he's broken the pipe. the games were beginning to distract, from me having sex with his boyfriend. we start to play again but i say i don't want to fuck bottom again, hoping he'd leave instead he wants to see his boyfriend fuck me. so top fucks me again but i'll pull off a load quickly just to get rid of them. 12:51 PM (0) comments

Sunday, July 23, 2006 an endless parade of gay sex! that was last night anyway. after a week of what seemed like constant masturbation and then a disappointing evening at the theater on friday last night was a welcome change that i savoured for as long as i possibly could. earlier in the week i had given to me the scantest amount of g and i saved it knowing eventually i would be heading to the bathhouse. i arrived at the bathhouse 11pm. the first little number was indeed little. 5'6 maybe 5'7 but a butch little thing. walking around in jeans and a cap. he took his dick out and i noted he was also wearing a jock strap. right away he started playing with my ass (i imagine me having it up and wagging in the air while i sucked on him helped) and then his verbal verbosity began. "i've never fucked a guy's ass" "you have such a pretty pussy" "it's my 19th birthday, are you going to give me a present" somewhere amongst all this nonsense (which had me worked up into a froth) he started force feeding me poppers. actually shoving the bottle up my nostrils. he had a nice cock, a good size, not large but because of his size it did seem large, at least i think anyway. he was a good fucker, pounding away and talking a blue streak. he was right on the brink of busting a nut when i pulled away. i mean, i had just got there, i didn't want to cum and i also wanted him to fuck me some more. when i did wriggle out he collapsed down onto the bed, face first. i moved swiftly and with purpose going after his ass. however as soon as i knocked on the door he began resisting. i tried again and again but he would have none of it and left. after my shower there was another chap at the door and not stopping to see if i wanted him to come in. not really attractive at all but a nice big build and i was interested to see his piece. once the door had been closed i removed my towel and he followed my lead. he moved right in for my dick and i covered it with my hands not interested in head at that particular moment. he moved off and i grabbed his dick. it seemed thick and was growing in my hand but what's this... again he tries to put his mouth on my dick. i was ready to move onto the next guy however he is fingering me ever so slightly. i lift my hips up to make it a bit easier for him and he dives face down to my hole. this goes beyond acceptable and i begin shoving my hole down on his mouth. quickly this turns into him fucking my ass, and quite nicely. then while he fucks me he puts a condom on me, which is fine i guess. i fuck him a bit but really i'm not interested in fighting for bottom. i finger his hole while he cums. 2:01 PM (2) comments

Tuesday, July 18, 2006 a drunken blur of sex on the weekend. friday night i drank and smoked at home before going to the theater. in my mind i was hoping 'hairy' was there, the one who asked me last time if i had a boyfriend. just because it's good sex. he was the first person i saw, and a smile broke across my face, then disappeared when i realized he was mid-pick up with the chap standing with him. i figured then i would be next in line. it would seem however after they did their business they went back to standing around and talking. for like an hour or more. i had become fixated and nothing else was grabbing me. i left. saturday night i went out for drinks. ended up going to the theater in no proper condition. as i hadn't taken the necessary precautions i knew it was going to be an oral only evening. bah. right away i come across an attractive gentleman. we end up in a booth and his penis is lovely. long, thick and hard. he wants to fuck my ass and the only thing i can think of is to say 'no'. you heard me right, i said no to getting my ass fucked. i ran into a friend i knew was in town but didn't get to converse with him much. the theater is 'like a library', no? conversation seems so foreign to me there. i don't mind guys watching me get it on with strangers but to overhear a conversation with a friend, no no no. last night i went out with a friend, to the real cinema, to see x-men, and then to his place for a beer. the mexican started texting me and i excused myself. he was to come over shortly after midnight. i told the roommate fully expecting he would be in bed by the time by gentleman caller called instead he went out. he ended up not showing until almost 2. told me he fell asleep after his shower. on the phone i had suggested we could go to a bathhouse but he said no. i had decided it would be okay for him to come over as the roommate would be in bed but then when he went out it threw a wrench in the plans. i didn't know what time he would be back at. we fooled around a bit, i sucked his cock but when he started asking for poppers i explained why i was uncomfortable doing poppers. the roommate potentially returning. still he wouldn't go to a bathhouse. with the only explanantion being 'he didn't like to'. so i brought up the fact that i met him at the theater. then i went further back, almost 7 years i figure, to when i 'first' met him which was at a bathhouse. still he wouldn't budge. i suggested we could go to the bathroom and get it on or go out to park but neither interested him either. i would have loved to do it al fresco. we ended up sleeping. and much like the time before, i wake up as he's leaving. he's got things to do he says. fine. fine. i feel like i'm repeating a pattern. 2:17 PM (0) comments

Friday, July 14, 2006 gay sex in the 70s i was afraid when i watched the movie that it was going to have a whole "rampant gay sex is what started aids" angle. it didn't and i liked the movie. it's interesting to see how little has changed. really, the addition of condoms hasn't curbed our sexual appetite has it? we still go to the baths or the parks. i imagine i would crawl into the back of a darkened truck as well if i knew there was sex to be had. honestly, i'd likely do it if i just 'thought' there was sex to be had. that man: peter berlin i saw this one first. i liked it as well but didn't find i liked peter that much. i haven't seen any of his films but his image was of course ever present in my youth. i should add i fell asleep while watching it, but did take the time to go back and watch what i had missed unlike that syriana... 11:27 AM (1) comments

Sunday, July 09, 2006 drunken gay sex. friday i was going to be a good boy, stay in and conserve cash. the roommate came home though and after i guess what was a rough day said "let's go out and find boyfriends" which literally translates to "let's get drunk". not having a boyfriend or any booze in the house i agreed. the bars became something of a drunken blur. i remember meeting an acquaintance i have seen for some time whose living in europe now doing porn. within less then a minute of our meeting he was telling me how all his money is in another account he can't get at right now and earlier in the week he had been out and spent $300 at the bar we were at. really? honestly? did i ask? eventually the bar hopping led to food and i didn't partake. i ended up hooking up with some other friends and going to the theater, which is not usual, for me to go with someone else i mean. one of the friends had never been, i'm drunk and basically introduced him to the concept of sex anywhere. he would point out cute guys and i would go molest them. shameful. i do remember telling a guy my cock was off limits which procurred an invitation back to his hotel room. it was only a short walk away but on the way there i decided i'd rather take my chances back at the theater. it was at this point some chap asked me for a cigeratte and then offered to sell me crack. ummm crack i think. i tell him i don't have a pipe and instantly he offers me one. then, in the middle of the street, quite drunk, i decide haggle on price. he's showing me amounts of crack for x dollars. all of a sudden friend i left at the theater, in a cubicle, is on the street and says "duncan what are you doing". "uh me, uh whatever do mean, i'm looking for" and walk away from crack dealer. i go back in the theater but stay only briefly. i go home, surf the web and find a hole to pump it into. yesterday during my recovery i sent text messages to the mexican telling him he should come over in the evening. 3 in total. i jerked off last night... 3:53 PM (0) comments

Thursday, July 06, 2006 i had me some interesting sex on the weekend. for starters i did procur a small amount of ketamine and was able to enjoy it. and then luck upon luck i ran into what used to be quite a regular, starting 5 or 6 years ago. i used to go to the bathhouse just to see him, or just on the hope of seeing him. he fucked me and came twice before we talked. then it came out that he didn't remember me. i must have been visibly upset that he didn't remember me because then he said "you had longer hair". which is a safe bet as the barber used a zero for my last cut. after he fucked me and came for a third time we went our seperate ways. after a bump or two, a cigeratte and a shower i was ready for more customers when he returned. this time, and in all the times we had been together this has never happened to my recollection, i fucked him. we started banging each other frantic like. fucking him i was close to cumming him when he came for a fourth time. then he said he was "done". i said "you came four times and now we're done?" but it was lost on him. by this time it's 4 in the morning and i wonder about my chances. then i notice a guy that i've secretly lusted after for years now. 1:59 AM (0) comments

Saturday, July 01, 2006 sex, sex and more sex (as long as we include masturbation). i woke up yesterday and tossed one off quickly. then mid-afternoon another. i'm spent when phone number guy texts me and asks if i'm at home. he's going to be over in 20 minutes. i have to go to work in 2 hours but don't mention that. when he arrives he says he dosen't have long. he sits down and removes his shirt, foreplay i guess. he directs me to his nipple. then eases me down to his cock. it's hard, i play with it with my mouth and then grab a condom. when i have ripped off the side he pulls the condom a way from me and pulls my face to his cock again. i don't want to suck his cock but oblige. when he decides to put the condom on he also decides i should be on my belly for the start of the fucking. true, i have already came twice, still i want to be able to pull on myself. i try to arch my hips just enough to stroke but he'll have none of it. my hands are free so i play with his ass but when i get to his actual hole he grabs my hand away and puts it back on his cheek. eventually he puts me on my back but stays hunkered down so much that again i can't touch myself. and where is the power fucking i've come to expect? he puts me on my knees on the edge of my bed, where i sleep, and finally gives me that forceful high energy drilling i enjoy so. at the same time my cock and hand are both able to mingle. i cum for a third time. sure, it wasn't like a bucket or anything but ever so slightly earth shattering. he is allowed to continue fucking me until he slips out. 'no more' i say. 'not clean' he says. HI HI? first off, let me be very clear here, coloured lube is not necessarily what i consider "not clean" sure it's not immaculate but by the same token it's not like we're all of a sudden amuck. i want to say "well that's what you get for 20 minutes notice" but can't bring myself too. am i wrong about this? later in the night there's more booty at the theater. so first off, i let this guy fuck me who i've sort of cut off. he gets pretty aggressive about wanting my ass, who can blame him, and further who can say no that many times, but unfortunately for him he dosen't maintain the energy. he's fucking me and i'm sucking off another guy, of course there's also a crowd and i scour it hoping to see some big cock. i just wonder though, here i am two cocks and looking for more? it's not really being greedy, it's why i've cut this guy off, he's got no fucking pizzazz. i get out of the situation. only to be followed by fucker and the first chance he gets he says "let's finish that". i give him the requisite "maybe later" but wonder what he thinks i was walking away from. richard d james is there 4:12 PM (3) comments